How to move forward
Tuesday, October 03, 2017
Yesterday at my dr appointment I faced the ugly truth of what I already knew I had gained even more weight I'm at 354 pounds now. How did I let this happen? Eating and not moving. Combination of medication I am on thrown in the mix too.
I have failed so many times, asking God for help so many times and I still fail.
I don't know the answers that will catapult me to success or what motivation I require to stop sabotaging myself. Quote from a song sometimes we are addicted to sadness makes me confront if I'm addicted to failing.
I feel broken and defeated that I cannot make this work for me. I lack the energy to move given the amount of medication I am on.
Prayers to turning my life around 🌼🌸🌼