Saturday, October 28, 2017
I've been thinking a lot about improvements in the home. Calling various services to come out, clean carpets, paint, haul trash, move select pieces of furniture into the garage that I want to overhaul, repair or paint, rearanging my home....and I realize, I am craving, no, in dire need of a complete life overhaul.
I've been in control of my diet and exercise for the last 7 months and have discovered amazing things about myself and my body. I think I'm drunk on that power now and want to completely overhaul my environment. I toggle between wondering if I'm going overboard or if this is something that just has to be done to live life to the degree I want to.
And I think we all need this. I'm removing toxic things from my life and welcoming in love and light. Anything that doesn't fit in those categories must go. Period. I will spend the time, energy and money necessary to obtain those things because in the end, my life will be so much more peaceful.
I'm enjoying this journey and the many suprises, revelations and tough decisions it's bringing me to. This is called living. Not standing in the background letting whatever happen, happen. Eating whatever's put in front of you, getting lost in the television set....all those things I did for so many years to avoid decisions. To avoid life.
Bring it on I say.
This is so fitting.