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Definition of Defeat

Friday, December 01, 2017

Today I feel defeated and so frustrated. I want to be all excited and come on here and say I have lost so much weight and feel great, but my greatest obstacle is myself. I want to be thin, but putting forth the effort is so hard. I am tired all the time, I feel like my body simply loathes me, it betrays my will and I am overwhelmed with self pity, self loathing and self flagellation. I am so tired of this endless cycle, but I can't seem to break free. I have diabetes now, how far will it go before it is too late to turn back? Feeling sad and broken today.
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  • AIYANASMAMA
    Moonmama I'm so sorry to hear you are feeling so down. I am a diabetic as well. I go thru bouts of feeling down and out. I just have to remind myself tho I don't want to be 50 and lose a limb to my diabetes. So make sure you take care of yourself. You only have one body to live in. Start slowly go walk for 10 min if you can go outside soak up the sun. Keep adding time on as you can. I hope you get out of your funk!
    789 days ago
  • SLIMMERJESSE
    It's all a realistic part of this journey. Keep moving in the right direction, even with baby steps.
    789 days ago
  • LINDASOUTHER
    Sorry you are down. "Whether you think you can, or think you can't, you are probably right". Think YOU CAN.
    789 days ago
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