Well at least I'm exercising!
Tuesday, February 13, 2018
Yesterday was hard because my niece's 11 year old Golden Retriever is dying, right in front of me. He has a vet appointment tomorrow, and I'm pretty sure that he'll be put to sleep after that. It would be a hard and sad thing anyway, but my niece got the dog because she has severe brain damage, and the breeders who raised this litter gave one dog from every litter to a child with disabilities. Ollie dog chose my niece, 11 years ago, and I know this is going to be especially hard for her to deal with. My nephew hardly remembers a time before Ollie, and he's going to be devastated, too. I responded to all this sadness by eating too much, which I know better than to do, but I did it anyway. I kept up with my steps and even got a little bit of cardio in, but otherwise I didn't do well. I'm only semi mad at myself, and I'm trying to focus my energy on doing better today.