My brain is just not wanting to function today. I know it's just nerves and all the usual stuff that goes on with big life changes. I'm just not liking the way it feels.
Part of it is still having to take the anti-anxiety meds for the claustrophobia the campus construction causes me. Still don't have the dosage worked out quite right. Sigh. Is it really that much to ask? Do the construction at night or close the flipping campus until it's done. I'm not the only one who's unhappy about the whole situation, either.
The retirement learning program people are SERIOUSLY po'd! They asked the administration what the point was in bothering to have the meetings asking them and us students what we wanted, needed, and would be helpful with this construction project when all they did was turn around and do the EXACT OPPOSITE of what we all said was needed!!!
I KNOW what the reason is. They paid the "professional designer" and were committed to the project being this way BEFORE they bothered to ASK ANY OF US. The only reason they had the meetings was because they were in violation of our rights if they started the construction without any input. Nevermind that they had no intention of ever actually DOING what the student body asked, who cares that they made things worse for the learning environment, they are able to justify the latest raise in tuition because they "updated and modernized the campus". Sigh.
It is what it is. I'm seriously considering bailing on class and going to the pool. I have 2 hours to kill, lol.
They had cookies in the lobby, covered in icing that had some weird bitter taste, so my planned cookie binge ended with one bite spit into a napkin and my plate in the trash. Even my plan to "be bad" got sabotaged, ROFL!!
I COULD go work in my shop, or do some homework, or do the email, or a million other things. I just don't seem to be able to focus for any length of time.
Hubs should be home thursday night. I can't wait to spend some time with him. I'm trying to get him and son to agree to clearing out the house for me for my Mother's day gift We will see how that goes, I'm hopeful!
Ok, enough is enough. I'm going to finish up a few quick things on the computer, then run out and pay bills and go hit the gym before I come back for my afternoon class.
I have totally got this, right?
Have a great day, Sparkies!