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OUR LOVED ONES ARE ALWAYS LOOKING OVER US

Thursday, May 31, 2018

MY MOM BELIEVED IN SPIRITS AND MANY TIMES I HAVE HAD THESE STRONG URGES TO CALL A FRIEND ONLY TO FIND OUT THAT SOMETHING BAD HAS JUST HAPPENED. ONCE I WAS GOING OUT THE DOOR AND TOLD MY HUSBAND I HAD TO GO BACK AND CALL A FRIEND. HE THOUGHT I WAS CRAZY HOWEVER WHEN I CALLED HIM HE TOLD ME HIS WIFE HAD JUST PASSED AND HE WAS WAITING FOR THE CORONER TO ARRIVE AND WAS BY HIMSELF SO I STAYED ON THE PHONE WITH HIM UNTIL THEY ARRIVED. MY HUSBAND HAS NEVER QUESTIONED ME SINCE THEN.

EVER SINCE MY MOM DIED IN 2003 I HAVE KNOWN SHE IS STILL WATCHING OVER ME AND MY FAMILY. SHORTLY AFTER HER PASSING THING WOULD START DISAPPEARING AND THE WOULD SUDDENLY REAPPEAR IN PLAIN SIGHT RIGHT WHERE WE THOUGHT WE HAD LEFT THEM IN THE FIRST PLACE. MY GIRLFRIEND WAS A DOUBTER BUT SHE CAME AND SPENT TWO WEEKS WITH US AND BY THE END SHE TOO WAS A BELIEVER.
THE ACTIVITIES INCREASE WHENEVER I HAVE COMPANY STAYING OVER THAT MY MOM KNEW OR IF THERE IS A SPECIAL OCCASION GOING ON OR EVEN IF I AM TERRIBLY STRESSED. ALL I HAVE TO DO IS ASK FOR MY MOM'S HELP TO FIND THE MISSING ITEM AND LOW AND BEHOLD IT IS THERE. I FIND IT SO COMFORTING. I HAVE A PICTURE OF MOM AND DAD THAT WAS TAKEN THE WEEK BEFORE MY DAD PASSED AND I TALK TO THEM ALL THE TIME.

THIS MONTH HAS BEEN VERY BAD AS I LOST GIRLFRIEND AND HER HUSBAND 16 DAYS APART. THE SAME DAY THE HUSBAND DIED WE GOT A CALL SAYING MY HUSBAND'S BEST FRIEND, SINCE THEY WERE 13, WAS IN HOSPITAL AND THE DOCTORS WEREN'T OPTIMISTIC. MY HUSBAND HAS HAD MANY HEALTH ISSUES IN THE PAST THREE YEARS AND CHRONIC KIDNEY DISEASE SINCE 1988. HE HAS BEEN HAVING A HARD TIME DEALING WITH EVERYTHING THAT HAS BEEN GOING ON. HE ALSO HAD HIS BOTTOM TEETH PULLED RECENTLY AND SINCE GETTING THE NEW DENTURE HAS BEEN HAVING MORE PAIN THAN HE DID RIGHT AFTER GETTING THE TEETH PULLED. WE HAD BEEN TOLD HE COULD HAVE TYLENOL OR ALEVE. SINCE THE TYLENOL WASN'T WORKING AND THE OCCASIONAL ALEVE SEEMED TO BE WORKING BETTER I SWITCHED TO ALEVE. THIS WAS AFTER MY FRIENDS HAD PASSED.

I HAVE AN ANTIQUE MANTEL WESTMINSTER CHIME CLOCK IN MY FRONT ROOM THAT WAS GIVEN TO ME BY MY FRIEND KATHY WHEN SHE PASSED. WE HAD ALL LIVED ON THE SAME STREET AND BEEN FRIENDS FOR MANY YEARS. SUDDENLY KATHY'S CLOCK STOPPED RUNNING AND EVERY TIME I STARTED IT UP AN HOUR LATER IT WOULD HAVE STOPPED. I ASKED HER IF SHE WAS TRYING TO TELL ME THAT OUR FRIENDS HAD ARRIVED IN HEAVEN BUT STILL THE CLOCK REFUSED TO RUN. I KEPT SAYING "WHAT ARE YOU TRYING TO TELL ME?" BUT COULDN'T FIGURE IT OUT. ON SATURDAY I NOTICED MY HUSBAND'S RESTLESS LEG WAS MUCH WORSE SINCE SWITCHING TO THE ALEVE SO TOOK IT ALL OUT OF HIS PILL CASE AND WENT BACK TO THE TYLENOL. ON SUNDAY HE STARTED HAVING SEVERE HEMATURIA. THE WEIRD THING WAS THAT THE CLOCK STARTED RUNNING PROPERLY ON SUNDAY WHEN I STARTED IT UP. I NEVER THOUGHT ANYMORE OF IT HOWEVER ON TUESDAY WHEN WE SAW THE DOCTOR HE SAID HE THOUGHT IT WAS THE ALEVE THAT WAS CAUSING THE PROBLEM. THEN I KNEW WHAT MY DEAR FRIEND WAS TRYING TO TELL ME AND ONCE I STOPPED THE ALEVE SHE LET HER CLOCK RUN AGAIN TO LET ME KNOW EVERYTHING WAS GOING TO BE OKAY.

I AM SO BLESSED TO HAVE THESE VERY SPECIAL PEOPLE LOOKING AFTER ME AND MY FAMILY. I PRAY MY FRIENDS ARE ABLE TO FIND A WAY TO LET THEIR CHILDREN
KNOW THEY ARE STILL WATCHING OVER THEM. THEY HAVE ALSO BEEN WATCHING OVER MY HUSBAND'S FRIEND AS HE HAS CHEATED DEATH A SECOND TIME AND HAS BEEN DISCHARGED. I HOPE YOU TOO ARE SURROUNDED BY FRIENDLY ANGELS.
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  • LESLIESENIOR
    I, too, am a believer. My dad (died 2003), my twin brother (died 1979), and my younger brother (died 2017) are together protecting me and watching over me.

    Thank you for sharing your beautiful experiences.
    557 days ago
  • PWILLOW1
    WONDERFUL BLOG OMA. YES I DO BELIEVE IN ANGELS AND ALSO IN DEMONS. NOT THE KIND THEY MAKE MOVIES ABOUT AND NOT WHAT I READ IN MY SUSPENSE NOVELS BUT THE ONES IN HEAVEN & HELL. iT IS GREAT THAT YOU HAVE ANGELS LOOKING OUT FOR YOU. MAY YOU BE BLESSED ALWAYS.
    557 days ago
  • SIMPLY_JAE
    Yes I believe this way also
    558 days ago
  • NATASHA_D1
    I love that they are with you and I am so sorry for your losses. My prayers are with you.
    558 days ago
  • JUNETTA2002
    So sorry for all your problems. There are angels all around us.
    558 days ago
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