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And I Still Miss Being Here

Tuesday, July 10, 2018

Wow....lots of changes.
What is it about decades that knock me out. Just turned 60 and I feel awful. Emotionally but physically as well. Been having trouble with both feet on and off for about two years but last summer forced me to seek help. Podiatrist, chiro, now physical therapy. Really causing me difficulties with daily life. Exercise is now Spin and Pump but just going out walking is painful. Not sure how much emotion plays in to it....can't figure out the cause and effect.
Weight is up five pounds from acceptable but ten from goal. Making me feel slow, unconfident, and ugly.
Husband is considering early retirement is adding to mental chaos.
And, my dad passed. Missing him, feeling disoriented.
Not a good time right now.
But it will get better.
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    930 days ago
    I am sorry to hear of your struggles. You are clearly trying to find your peace in all of this and I am sure that you will. Hang in there and please stop feeling ugly. Beauty is in the eye of the beholder and you are the first person to see you every single day and you are beautiful. Enjoy your week and try to find aome time just dor you alone without the cares of this world distracting you. emoticon
    930 days ago
    I’m turning 60 too. Lots of changes. I find exercising in a pool helps a lot - less painful . Best of luck to you
    931 days ago
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