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When you had enough

Thursday, August 23, 2018

When you had enough....
When you just can't do it again....
But you have no other choice....

This year I "celebrated" 47th birthday. I feel tired EVERY day. I have no energy or motivation to push myself through the day. But I have to, or I will feel even worse. I have to remind myself that only way I can survive day to day life if I keep exercising and eating well. It's getting harder and harder every day. Everything hurts, I get injured easily. It takes months to recover.
My doctor's answer to all: "you are getting old, there's nothing really wrong with you."

I'm picking the pieces. I'm pushing through the wall. I'm swimming upstream. Again.

I had enough, but I have no choice. Starting over? No, there's no start or finish to this journey. Walking one step at the time.
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