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sunshi....oh nevermind.

Friday, February 22, 2019

Spoke too soon. Got a text from the narcissist about 3pm yesterday. Staying strong. I guess 8 is the number of days they can go without feeling better than someone else.

I am really studying and speaking with others who have gone thru this and learning how to see the signs. So many red flags I missed way back then and now I see how it really is with this person, they have such a need to be put on a pedastal when no one is around to praise them they look for someone.
I am happy to say, it will never again be me.
I am totally convinced that the rain cloud has taken up homestead over eastern Ky and refuses to move on.
We got a couple of hours off yesterday. I got to actually walk outside at the track. But the rain came back about dark last night. and it isnt moving out until at least Sunday.
Rock slides and trees in the road, flooded roadways and power outages, it is so bad.
I dont know how much more this area can take.
and I have a waterfall coming off the hillside behind me. I am keeping a close watch but I know I am going to have damage if it keeps on raining.
So, today is a stay indoors and use the dreadmill day.
Just looking for some sunshine!!!
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  • -JAMES-
    I sent you a SparkMail note.
    611 days ago
  • CAT-IN-CJ
    You are not alone in missing the signs..... I was blind for nearly 15 years, then stayed another 5.....

    Take the lessons learned. Don’t take on the blame or guilt. Your motives were honest.

    Be strong. Move forward and don’t look back. You’re going that way.

    You can do this. Believe in yourself.

    You are not alone.
    611 days ago
  • ARTSPARK
    So understand. Good post!

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    611 days ago
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