Round 2 or is it 22
Monday, April 15, 2019
The tv is on in my home all the time. It is the background noise of my life. Movies have romantic music but I have tv talking. Somewhere in the noise I heard someone, it may have been Opera, say decide what you want. Not an epiphany but a curious thought that I took to my mind and when I was about to go to sleep I said. I want to be 180 pounds. I want to exercise in some form every day. I want to feel that I am enough. I CAN DO it.
There I thought it and wrote it done and now I know. I will be enough, I will not judge myself by what I THINK others THINK about me. I CAN NOT fix all problems that happen to my family. Many times they do not want me to and I must know it.