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And onto another month

Friday, June 21, 2019

Court Thursday I Was hoping but #3 no plea so trial next month. Today court #2 but probably same results. This is having such a toll in so many aspects. My husband and I are going to begin marital counseling which I never thought ever we would be as separated as we are and I feel as lonely as I do. When he physically covered himself up in every one of our pictures with perfectly shaped pieces of paper was a visual that etched in my heart. We are no longer a couple, I am alone, and we are no longer in this together. I isolate myself and withdrawn completely. Today after court a weekend at the pond which is the first all season. So much rain and so much flooding. Another reminder of change and not wanting to accept reality my parents are aging, showing signs of dementia, and the anger is being directed at me. I’m not suicidal but if I die today I am ready! Bill 4076 passed Now is illegal to sext special needs.
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  • KENDRACARROLL
    Hope you'll enjoy your weekend getaway.
    I'm sorry your husband and you are not on the same page currently and I hope you'll both find your way back to each other.
    Good news about Bill 4076.
    Keep the faith!
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    221 days ago
  • LDYHAZ
    I hope you can find some peace out at the pond. Life changes with our parents can be difficult. Dales dad is having problems and the family needs to take action but they are dragging their feet. Hooray for Bill 4076!! Such a positive out come. Hold on tight to that small victory. I am a big fan of counseling and hope that has a positive effect for you both..
    222 days ago
  • DOVESEYES
    It is a trying time and so hard to read let alone going through it. I think about the care you have for all the people involved and the difference you want to make for them. You have a place to talk here :)
    222 days ago
  • SLIMMERJESSE
    This is very sad. Wonderful about Bill 4076 though. I totally understand what you are saying in this blog.
    222 days ago
  • RODILLA68
    Take care of yourself
    222 days ago
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