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God always answers prayers

Thursday, June 27, 2019

Even though the answer is sometimes "no". It's a hard lesson, but one I learned years ago.

I've been patiently waiting for Him to give me answers with a few things going on. I'm not good at waiting, but I'm getting better. One of the situations resulted in a resounding NO. Which, while disappointing, is probably for the best. The other situation (my ptsd recovery) has been "you're not ready yet".

I so much want to be over the PTSD. I want to be "me" again. I'm better most days, but some still just...well, suck.

And I have to go to court against my assailant again in 2 weeks. That, on top of a killer work schedule from now until the 8th of July, is making things difficult. I will get through it, it's just hard.

All I can do is keep doing what I'm doing. Pray. Trust. Breathe. Repeat.

Therapy today should help. My counselor is awesome.

Have a good one, sparkies! emoticon
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  • 1CRAZYDOG
    Hugs and prayers.
    141 days ago
  • LINDAK25
    Having an awesome counselor sure helps. emoticon
    167 days ago
  • SHIRLA7
    I'm so glad you have a wonderful therapist, it makes such a huge difference when you connect with someone.

    You'll get through all of this, just concentrate on one day at a time!
    167 days ago
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