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2019 is Cursed

Saturday, October 05, 2019

Reasons this year is cursed:

I was illegally detained at a mental hospital
Our wife left us a month ago and it's been an awful experience (to put it MILDLY - I have A LOT of hurt & anger)
One of our ex-wife's sugar gliders (Niffler) passed away (Moony and Neville are doing well)
One of our cats (Gingerbug, the calico) has cancer and is dying (weeks to months left)
One of my box turtles (Dracula) passed away

It has felt like every time I manage to get back on track, some bull**** comes up and throws me into the pits of hell and despair. This week, we found out one of our cats has cancer and then a day and a half later, my box turtle died. I can't find a cause. She ate fine the day before. This year is doing so much to break me. I am DETERMINED to focus on my health. Eating pizza and sugar isn't going to cure Bug's cancer or bring Dracula back.

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  • BJAEGER307
    Sorry to read of all the pain and anger you're going through. Keeping the attitude to remain eating healthy is good for you. Losing animals is rough and I'm also sorry to read of your loss.

    Wishing you the best.
    238 days ago
    I'm so sorry. I hope things improve for you.
    238 days ago
  • ARLENE2019
    šŸ™ Iā€™m praying things get better....šŸ˜ŠšŸ’•šŸ™
    238 days ago
  • MGRAY1891
    I am so sorry you are having such a bad year. Mine doesn't compare. Try to keep your head up! Take care!
    238 days ago
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