Monday, October 07, 2019
Today is going just as hectic as usual. Didn't get to the gym today but that is okay because I went yesterday and will go Wednesday. At least that's the plan. Last night's pot roast was incredibly yummy! Had a salad with it and some crunchy radishes.
I notice myself getting irritated (jealous) of the tiny young perfect looking girls at the gym. I know it is because that WAS me a long time ago. And I want that back and am trying so hard to get there. I have gotten my health all in line except the weight still has a long way from being off. Makes me mad at myself. I want to be THAT me again. I know. It takes time, work, patience and understanding. Not to mention trust in the process. And I am sticking to what I have been doing because it is working for me. I do get mad at myself though.
Well my middle son's breaks went out on his car today so I have to go take my car to him to borrow while he gets that fixed. I am glad he is okay and safe. Could have gone a very different way!