Tuesday, October 22, 2019
Feel the blues creeping in. I think I know why. Circumstantial and weather related.
I am back on my track to success today. I did weigh more today. I just wanted to see how bad. I am sure it is just water weight. I am trying MCT oil in my green tea to see how that effects me. So far it just gives me soft lips lol.
My leg seems to be doing much better. I was able to go up 3 flights of stairs last night, and back down of course. It didn't give me much trouble other than feeling it in my thighs in a normal way. The teacher/councilor meetings were enlightening. I did have to get on one teacher. He is a football coach and was obviously putting that first. Making it so my son could not get help from him in any way shape or form. I told the man, you expect my son to do a job, then make time to do your job, after all being a teacher should come first over coaching. We are willing to come in before school, after school, during school, anything to get him help. When can you be available for him. He hee hawed around about when he is not available. He thought I was kidding. No, I am not kidding. I told him I will hold all parties accountable because it is not fair to my son who WANTS the help. And is TRYING to get the help. The teacher looked shocked that a kid cares to get good grades and the parents care he gets the help he needs. I said more too lol but this guy needed to be checked. Maybe people on here do not agree. But I stood up for my son. And I told my son when the teacher was right and I told the teacher where my son was wrong. I was being fair.
Ok, I think......that may be the last event type thing I have going on for awhile till Christmas. I do have to take my oldest to pick up his work van out of town today sometime. I have the trip to my best friend to plan. I have goodie making to plan for the holidays, Christmas to plan for, and a trip to another state for circumstances in the early part of the year. Other than all those things which are a bunch of little stuff, I should be able to focus on me, my health and my weight loss.
Big Deep Breath!
oh! I think my next reward will be to try to get some contacts! I have been told I need special kind of expensive contacts so I have always put it off. But hey, I think if I work hard enough and achieve my goals, then I deserve them.
Tonight I think I am making bacon wrapped pork loin medalians and sour cream and chive mashed cauliflower. MMMMM sounds yummy. Maybe with 2 pumpkin pie cheese cake fat bombs. mmm sounds good! I am resting one more day. Then I think I will do the gym tomorrow. I will gauge how hard I can go, but I wont over do it, don't wanna hurt myself worse!