Coffee and Life
Monday, November 18, 2019
I drink a cup of coffee every morning. So, this morning I decided to track my morning coffee for every day until Sunday. That's one less thing to track. I love that I can plan ahead like that. :)
Yesterday, I asked the community feed, "What motivates you?" I got the answer, "Life," twice. I find that answer interesting. It's probably just a lazy response for spark points, but I've been thinking about it all the same. Maybe there are people who don't struggle with chronic pain, anxiety, and depression and life really is so wonderful that it is motivation itself. Its like trying to imagine a utopia! That really would be wonderful, and I hope and pray most people fall into this category. I don't, and further than that I know that losing weight, although certainly very helpful, is not a cure all. Don't I wish! So, my question remains - why bother?
I plan to mediate and pray on this very question today. I'm pretty sure that "because I don't like what I see in the mirror" isn't going to be strong enough. Like Harry trying to conjure his patronus - it needs to be better than that.