Not my best self...
Wednesday, November 27, 2019
Hey friends.. I got the blues today and I'm not sure why.. even googling ideas for my roasted veggies and stuffing and the prospect of creating something fun and new to eat isn't generating the excitement it usually does.
Went to a wake last night for my DIL's uncle, unexpected death is tough, especially so close to a holiday, so I have a lot of empathy and sadness for all of them. I seriously love my son's inlaws.. the entire bunch. Also, I've been allowing someone to get under my skin lately and giving up too much power.. maybe the combo of emotions are have me feeling sort of meh.
Even my kickboxing, while I felt a rush while I was mid punch and kick, I did not leave it all on the bag today.. some of it still followed me out the door. Went to shop rite directly from kickboxing and was so scattered as I tried to get everything I need for my contribution.
Gonna have to pull out all the stops today.. because I will be interacting with the person who's been getting my goat multiple times today and I will need every ounce of energy not to be sucked into mean mode.
I hate the fact that the day before Thanksgiving I am feeling petty, but it's my reality at the moment. Definitely need to go low so I can go high today, don't want to waste too many precious moments in this funk. I need to spend some quiet time in the arms of Matthew 11:28-30 today.
Wishing you a very peace filled day!