Winding up 2019

I have failed to keep myself accountable for life changes in the exercise and nutrition areas of my life. Had a huge change by quitting a high stress job and moving "home". Feel better to a point but now I cant pay my bills due to the huge decrease in income (about 30,000 a year). So once again life has me stressed to the max. My focus for 2020 ( because I can see clearly what to do......get it? vision is 2020 lol) will be to change what I can at this time and take one day at a time. I spent Christmas with my parents for the first time in 30 years this year. It was uncomfortable to say the least.....ugh. And now i have completed my scattered thoughts for this morning!