Tuesday, January 07, 2020
Today was spent..changing the living room around..decluttering, rearranging, releasing some things while embracing others...There is so much to do ..not only on the outside of myself but so much inner work that needs to be done..I have a long laundry list and it seems i get physically tired before i manage to put a dent in it.. I keep telling myself that is okay but somehow have a difficult time believing that it really is..
Today.. I exercised, drank my water, listened to some music..and played with my dog..Sometimes I get tired of being alone and when I am around people I don't want that either.. I think really deep down inside I am just not happy with myself right now..I want things to be different and i know that things take time..and as I often tell others you just have to take one day at a time and pray that tomorrow will be better..."This too shall pass...