Good morning friends.. Sitting here right now and my heart is racing.. it's Friday so of course I started the day with #cko with Tully, from there a stop a shop-rite for a few ingredients, then home as we were at the stop sign by our houses, we see Pop outside scraping the ice off his windows getting ready for work, he turns and steps into the street and then this big silver SUV speeds by and almost hit him. Windows shut tight, yet I scream his name, my sister gasps, it whizzes by he turns around looks at us, smiles and waves and we're not sure if he is even aware how close that was..
We pull into my driveway and as I exit the car I look at my sister and said you realize we'd both be getting carted off to jail if.. and she said without a doubt... we all need at least one person in our lives that "without a doubt" can complete any sentence..
Anyway.. whatever thoughts were forming in my mind have been replaced with the what if.. one more step and I would not be sitting here typing right now.. so I am filled with anger instead of joy at the moment.
Reckless behavior is selfish.. actions done without thought or care can impact not only you, but other around you too. Driving 45-50 miles an hour on a 25 mile hour residential street is extremely selfish and stupid and could cause serious injury or death to an innocent party. This is true in all aspects of our lives including this journey.
I'm probably going to rile some people up with this and perhaps hurt some feelings which it is not my intention, but it's there wanting to come out for a while and this morning it is building and if I am to get past it and resolve it the last step is to write it down so... Not taking care of yourself, leading an unhealthy life, doing things that put your life in danger, NOT making ANY effort at ALL to AT LEAST TRY is a little bit selfish. And I do understand that some things are bigger than the people themselves and outside help is needed.. but refusing the help..
You might think, my life, my business, but that is not entirely true. Because each one of us have people who love us and people who want only the best for us. When you have someone in your life that doesn't make any effort at all, it hurts our hearts to watch it happen and it is frustrating, and sometimes can cause anger. But love persists and compassion resides in my heart so I deal with my feelings...
Now I must work on getting myself out of this mood that silver SUV created or I will be no good to anyone today.. It's Friday I can not let this mood win!
Hope you have a fantastic day! If you wouldn't mind sending me some prayers and healing vibes.. I do not like this agitated state I am in and I need your help to work through it.