Power of words

I have said, wrote, and believed so many negative words about myself. For standing up on behalf of my daughter I referred to myself as being a co-victim. By speaking it, I declared it and I became one. therefore- I was! But I am not a co-victim - I am victorious, I am a warrior, I am a mom who loves her daughter. The difference is amazing! This is just one example - but to be trapped in negativity for 62 years and for 35 been angry at God because I believed the lies of a minister- a mere man - who told me my daughter was retarded because I was cursed. If I prayed enough, believed enough, forgave enough God would then heal her. Even when I was doing everything humanly possible he didn’t, I failed her, God failed me and I lived my life in defeat. Because I fell for that lie. God has a purpose for each of our lives!!! I was once told that God has given me a ministry and gave me my daughter to be the platform ! Maybe He has.