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Power of words

Wednesday, February 12, 2020

I have said, wrote, and believed so many negative words about myself. For standing up on behalf of my daughter I referred to myself as being a co-victim. By speaking it, I declared it and I became one. therefore- I was! But I am not a co-victim - I am victorious, I am a warrior, I am a mom who loves her daughter. The difference is amazing! This is just one example - but to be trapped in negativity for 62 years and for 35 been angry at God because I believed the lies of a minister- a mere man - who told me my daughter was retarded because I was cursed. If I prayed enough, believed enough, forgave enough God would then heal her. Even when I was doing everything humanly possible he didn’t, I failed her, God failed me and I lived my life in defeat. Because I fell for that lie. God has a purpose for each of our lives!!! I was once told that God has given me a ministry and gave me my daughter to be the platform ! Maybe He has.
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    This kind of nonsense is why so many people are angry with deities and eschew organized religion (I am as well, for somewhat different reasons)......

    386 days ago
    Wonderful go you lovely lady :)
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    FREEDOM! emoticon
    386 days ago
    What a powerful blog! I've often wondered what other lies we've been told throughout our lives that we believed, even on a subconscious level. Big hug.
    386 days ago

    Keep on Keeping on!

    Make today the greatest day of your life!
    Until tomorrow!

    “The fact is that you can’t hit a target that you can’t see. If you don’t know where you’re going, you will probably end up somewhere else. You have to have goals.” – Zig Ziglar
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