Stepping back in time.
Thursday, February 13, 2020
Yesterday Hubby and I went to a special supermarket, dedicated to .. food industry employee's
It had about 40 car parks, and
I was blown away......
at a) the options b) the staff being friendly, I was asked three times if i had everything i needed/to find things (?!) c) the nice comfortable wide isles, and most importantly
THE REAL FOOD!!!!
There wasn't "flavoured yoghurt" pizza.. chips.. coke.. there was no coca cola!
What there WAS, was real food: meat, sliced meats, frozen avocado (cant buy these at supermarket), eggs, locally made condiments, honest simple dairy, eg cheese, real cheese slices, veggies, fruits,
I even saw little mini pikelets for sale for the first time in my life... (a bag full of 3inch thick pancakes served with butter and jam)
They had stocked things that were locally made also... It was stunning
Back at my supermarket I have to take TEN FULL STEPS to get to real food items between all the sugary bs, that is called flavoured yoghurt and cheese straws or whatever some marketing company made up.... And it literally wasn't all bright and colourful and shiny, at the trading supermarket place. It was simple, It was nice.
For me personally,
It made me consider Earth 2.0 - After the earth ends, 1000 year trial etc...
How an honest earth would look, how people would treat each other, co-operate, make real food, its just.. yeah.. to build honest little humble houses....
I desire a future without...... shall we call it sugar? Land is actually free. It's the state that charges for it, and if you consider that very one thing changed: the future is incredible.
It's no secret I don't enjoy life. I was dissapointed when I woke up in ICU from a coma.
I just wanna go home. I miss God. He is where my heart is .
In the mean time, my role as a mother, is what God has appointed me.. and
Just sorta thinking about: creating life more simple - perhaps move to country or outskirts,
I have 3 of the 4 possible drive thru's in walking distance of my house , Perhap restrict internet.. I gave up tv 15 years ago, movies about 3 years ago.. but yeah
It's just hard..... to enjoy life as God designed... no one cares.. Everyones "plugged in"
I'd love to... live in the 50's or 30's.. or just a more simpler time... the kind where girls did cross stitch for a hobby, or people connected face to face...
I got rid of my smart phone about a year ago, and it's biting into my workouts heh
I noticed in my exercise group: girls upload sped up versions of them doing the workouts, using tik tok etc, I'm just like.... - Did you miss the point?
Do you remember life before Athleisure wear came along?
When it wasn't "fit life" but just life, because no one was obese then.
(I grew up in a town with no fast food places other than a fish n chip shop 20kms away)
- Which unfortunately,has changed now.
I dunno if anyone can relate to my grief.. but to me:
this world is biblical, fallen, and almost all are deceived.
I find it horrific.. that celebrities are openly thanking Satan at award ceremonies,
and no one says anything...
That no one understands 5g is the.... ... 50's dystopian nightmare plan now in action.
The only power I seem to have is to continue to try - in this somewhat tech-free bubble.
Jesus will overcome it all, in time.