Saturday And Trying To Find Things To Do
Saturday, March 21, 2020
Well, we are here on this first Saturday of Spring.
I did manage to go pick me up some food and get a walk in. It was really odd though not seeing the neighborhood doing the normal Saturday routine. And seeing new apartment complexes left with no workers to continue the build. It is almost like time stopped and is left in suspense.
I wish the man that I love was here with me, but he does text me the first thing in the morning to make sure that I am doing okay. I have severe anxiety and flashbacks of being 51/50 five years back. So this is not helping but I keep reminding myself why I am staying healthy and sane for. It helps me get through. It is just so hard when you do not know if you will see family and friends ever again. It feels like such a bad nightmare.
What gets you through during this time?