Friday, May 08, 2020
What a year it has been. I have been lax in posting or even sparking and that changes today.
Alot of bad has happened so far this year, but it was temporary and it has gotten better in some areas.
Worse in others.
My son had surgery, took a turn for bad and had to be put in ICU for 2 days and had to have 6 units of blood.
But he recovered and went on to success, starting his own delivery business during this pandemic.
As for me. I did a very painful thing this morning.
GOT ON THE SCALE.
It was an eye opening moment and then I came on SP and marked it down.
I have gained 18 pounds since the first of the year and it ends today!!
I just let everything go and just ate whatever I wanted and too much of it.
But life will return us society one day soon, and this has to end. I have put off doctors appts because I didnt want to face the truth.
It has been like a permanent vacation and I have just got to get back into a routine.
I am sure I am not alone.
But sometimes it feels like it....I feel like I am lost. I HAVE to find my way back.