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Hard Realizations and determination

Friday, July 31, 2020

Yesterday broke my heart! I have had water park passes since 2010... I go a few times a year and its always so much fun. I pride myself in making it to the top of the slide towers without losing breath or needing to stop to rest...but not today :( This is our first trip to the park in a year. I had to stop every few flights to catch my breath and quell the pain in my chest from my heart racing.

I still had fun, but there were several embarrassing moments when my tube stuck and I needed help launching, or I didn't fit on the float properly. I laughed it off and no one really made any comments. One sweet young man even helped me up when I fell out of one of the floats while trying to sit straight inside of a hole that was clearly too small for my rear end. I thanked him and laughed at my clumsy attempt to get into the proper position.

This is my wake up call. This is the worst shape of my life. I cannot go on this way.
Things HAVE TO Change for good.
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  • PRAIRIECROCUS
    Good for you !
    You CAN do it !
    All the best !
    You've come to the right place !
    50 days ago
  • DIANNEB1957
    It’ll get better. It’s tough but you’re tougher. I’m at the same point and determined to be under 300lbs by 11/28. WE CAN DO THIS!
    50 days ago
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