Hard Realizations and determination
Friday, July 31, 2020
Yesterday broke my heart! I have had water park passes since 2010... I go a few times a year and its always so much fun. I pride myself in making it to the top of the slide towers without losing breath or needing to stop to rest...but not today :( This is our first trip to the park in a year. I had to stop every few flights to catch my breath and quell the pain in my chest from my heart racing.
I still had fun, but there were several embarrassing moments when my tube stuck and I needed help launching, or I didn't fit on the float properly. I laughed it off and no one really made any comments. One sweet young man even helped me up when I fell out of one of the floats while trying to sit straight inside of a hole that was clearly too small for my rear end. I thanked him and laughed at my clumsy attempt to get into the proper position.
This is my wake up call. This is the worst shape of my life. I cannot go on this way.
Things HAVE TO Change for good.