Sunday, December 27, 2020
I have learned over the years to enjoy the time after Christmas to New Years. It’s a good time to wrap things up for the year, to exhale, to reflect and to plan ahead for the new year. I’ve already started planning for 2021, usually putting thought to paper in October and now that this so called dark winter has arrived, the major last two holidays of the year have passed, gentler reflection, much needed prayer is very much appreciated, it is desired and very vital to my own mental state.
God has and always will have my back. He has shown up when I thought it was over and done with. I had humbling lessons this year that God opened my eyes and heart to see and handle things in a different way. I wasn’t always graceful and I almost always didn’t show mercy. Pleasing words didn’t always fall out of my mouth I’m sorry to admit. I rode the pity horse way too much. Not today. I have to check myself often. Show mercy, show grace and show love just as I have been shown 💕💯🙋🏾♀️