Yet another set back.

Today I went for my "second fill" and wasnt able to get it. Will have to wait till friday to have it done in the hospital under ex-ray. Hopefully it will go better and not be so painfull. I guess it was still a little early for it but I feel with my eating im ready for it. I didnt know my port was moved too, now its closer to my rib cage. It just seems with this journy that I can take one step forward but then its two steps back. when I started the program I never thought Id have had as many set backs as I have. I have a friend whos had the surgery and had very few issues. Sometimes it just dont seem fair but not much I can do but try to keep my head up and keep pushing foward. What makes matter worse the scales moving in the wrong way through all this.....sigh