Yesterday was a bad day
Monday, January 14, 2008
So yesterday was a bad day for me. And because of it I woke up this morning and felt like giving up. Unfortuantly I am that way. I am easily defeated. But after hearing the support from people online I will keep going. I am going to the gym today by myself to workout how I want and not worry about anyone else. One thing I hate about starting my new life is how much my life has become about food. I am always wondering and thinking about if I am make wise choices. I do miss when it was easier to just go about my life. I know its for the better, but it is hard. I think it must get better after a while. You just get more use to making those choices and you don't have to really think about them. Here is to an other new day and working hard.