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small steps, good - better- best
Wednesday, November 07, 2018      4 comments

My depression and anxiety are really high right now. I am not making good choices, but I have to admit even my not good choices now aren't as bad as choices that were everyday in my past. I am not eating a box of donuts or anything, maybe a few ... Read more
Almost to mini goal 1
Saturday, November 03, 2018      3 comments

This time I decided to set mini goals and give myself (non food ) rewards, that are still budget friendly. I decided that 10 lbs would be my first mini reward, as the pounds go up the rewards get bigger. So for 10 lbs it is some new bath oils to... Read more
Time to do this thing
Sunday, October 28, 2018      5 comments

OK, so my life is a mess right now, is it going to change if I don't change it? NO! Have I found some people that love and support me? Yes! Do I tell them what I need? Do I let them support me? No, I hide it all away (fooling no one) and pretend... Read more
OWWWWW!!!
Monday, December 03, 2012      2 comments

OK I officially don't like knee surgery! This was supposed to be nice and easy, a fews days rest and then up and around taking it easy! So why is it day 3 and I am sitting here in pain, drugged with pain meds that make me sleepy my foot up an... Read more
Today is a much better day
Wednesday, November 28, 2012      1 comments

I didn't get much sleep again last night, but I got a call early this morning from the nurse at the hospital, my stress test came back normal and my heart is in good shape. I have lived my whole life with the shadow of worry about my Dad's he... Read more
Surgery, stress and confusion
Wednesday, November 28, 2012      1 comments

I know that blogging or writing in general is really good for me. And once I get started I usually say all sorts of things that I had never intended on sharing. I have my knee surgery on Friday, so glad to finally get it over with. I had to have... Read more
Week 2
Tuesday, January 17, 2012      0 comments

Up and down and all around. That about sums up this last week. I have had some really good days and some days I struggle with. I know that having my cycle played a big part in it. I get a migraine a few days before it starts and it sticks around... Read more
trying to overcome a bad day
Wednesday, January 11, 2012      2 comments

Wow it is only early afternoon and this has already been a terrible day! Doing my best to turn it around but it is so hard. I really just want to cave and go back to old ways. Been holding strong and I will continue to hold strong and this day w... Read more
Week 1 - again
Monday, January 09, 2012      0 comments

Ok, so I started over again. Been trying to make a half hearted attempt for awhile but just never quite made it. Until it was slammed in my face how much my choices are hurting my kids. Seeing that my 8 year old was now 100lbs and that my 4 year... Read more
Why do I sabotage myself?
Monday, August 09, 2010      1 comments

Why do I eat things that I know I shouldn't. Not only am I hurting myself but those around me too. My kids follow my example, how can I tell them no when I am doing it? I do really well eating and excersing for a few weeks then I don't for ... Read more
Grumpy Grumpy Grumpy
Friday, March 12, 2010      0 comments

I am getting really frustrated with my husbands work! He is working 10 - 7 which really sucks when you have 3 kids. He takes the train to work so leaves at 8 in the morning and then I pick him up at the bus at 8:45. He has asked serveral times t... Read more
Keepin on Movin on!
Tuesday, March 09, 2010      0 comments

Went to the dentist this morning, they think they fixed what the problem was something about my bite after the work a couple weeks ago. They did some sanding down and it seems better. We shall see. But came home and did this Mommy and tot ... Read more
Trying to avoid stress eating
Monday, March 08, 2010      0 comments

So I know a stressful time is coming up. My husband has to go in for surgery March 29th. And as if knowing he wasn't going to be home for a week afterwards acting like a baby wasn't bad enough I'm not sure about money. He doesn't have much time ... Read more
UGH....what happened?
Friday, March 05, 2010      2 comments

I was doing so good and then flop! Not exactly sure why, I mean I know I was really tired, and my mouth was hurting (back to dentist on Tues, hope they can figure out why) I know I"m not drinking enough water but it hurts to drink it really cold... Read more
That was an interesting kick start to my day
Monday, March 01, 2010      0 comments

ok God, I know I need to be exercising but did you have to kick me in the butt that way? So everything was going ok this morning. Never does it go perfect but science fair project was done, Jeremy missed the train but I didn't have a problem ... Read more

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