AYDEN003's Blogs

how things change...
Friday, May 06, 2011      0 comments

the last time i was on here i was still living in kamloops and my son was about 6 months old...I have been in surrey now for 2 years and everything is completely different. I met someone new...someone i didnt think i would ever be with, somethin... Read more
needs a BIG kick in the ass
Friday, July 17, 2009      0 comments

today i went down to the beach only to be surrounded by tiny girls in little bikinis. i of course am stuck in a one peice, wearing shorts and a serong. SIGH. i despise summer right now. its not even so much how other people view but how i feel a... Read more
OOOMGG!!! im on a computer!
Sunday, June 21, 2009      1 comments

my computer died :( i havent been on here in what feels like forever, but not to worry im still doing great! i just wish i could keep track of my doings and come on here :( hopefully ill get a new computer..soonish?? booo!! mish i could chat wit... Read more
Thursday, May 28, 2009      1 comments

i would love to get over this hump and go UNDER 175. my weight fluxuates back up to 180 and i hate that! i did pretty horrible this week with family bar b qs and..beer. actually no beer for me, mudslides tho like thats any better. so i feel very... Read more
has anyone done the P90X workouts?
Wednesday, May 13, 2009      2 comments

i thought id give it a try this morning, since ive been doin so good with my other beachbody dvds...not quite. SOOO HARD! i got threw the cardio one..barley, and i tried the yoga one which lasted about 10 minutes omg its brutal...but now i have ... Read more
Monday, May 11, 2009      3 comments

last night i was really bad...my boyfriend took me out for mothers day and i had a full rack of ribs and fries. DAMN! it was soo good tho, im gunna double my workout today! ... Read more
GRRRRR this is why i lose hope!
Friday, May 08, 2009      4 comments

this happens everytime and i dont get it! ill do great ill lose some weight and feel super proud and then i weigh myself the next day and its back it says im 180 again today...WTF, why does this happen? then i feel like shiet and dont wana... Read more
i need to stop being so afraid!!
Tuesday, May 05, 2009      2 comments

im terrified to go over my calorie intake, its ridiculous my limit is 1200-1500 and im lucky if i can get to 700, ive been afraid of food for so long, i cant wrap my brain around actually having to eat more.. ... Read more