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Amazing what one night can do
Friday, April 17, 2015      3 comments

I started a Meetup group a few weeks ago to increase our chances of socializing. There is nothing to do in our town for couples with no kids or single people. So I decided to start a gaming group, because who can't socialize over a table top gam... Read more
What living in the worst place on earth for allergies feels like
Wednesday, April 15, 2015      2 comments

I feel like death has a grasp on my head today. Perhaps this is what it feels like to turn into a zombie. My brain is a fog, there is pressure behind my eyes, behind my nose, and in my jaw. My ears keep popping. I just want to go back home and c... Read more
The downward spiral
Monday, April 13, 2015      2 comments

If only I were talking about the NIN album. Let's start with good news. I am out of my sling! I have 3 more weeks of no pushing/pulling/lifting, but I don't have to wear the sling unless my elbow gets sore. I am trying my best not to cheat. My a... Read more
Too much negativity
Friday, April 03, 2015      2 comments

For the past two weeks I have started my day reading spark blogs. I find it a lovely way to start because I get to interact in a positive manner with people around the world on the same mission. I love helping people where I can or just saying, ... Read more
Grumpy
Thursday, April 02, 2015      2 comments

I was supposed to have an appointment with the orthopedic specialist today about my arm. It was nice to take my time around the house this morning. But then at 9 am the office calls me to reschedule because the doctor is ill. This office opens a... Read more
Woot!
Saturday, March 28, 2015      9 comments

I am so excited I had my mental breakthrough yesterday because if I waited to step on the scale today I would have been back at 230 lb. Hubby and I both thought we were bad yesterday, but both of us lost more. I had a fish sandwich from McDonald... Read more
Being honest: a mental breakthrough
Friday, March 27, 2015      5 comments

Five years ago I was 195 lb after losing weight through the help of SP and enjoying life. I started that journey at 232 lb. I was probably more at the start but it took a couple weeks for me to get over my fear of scales. When I finally bought a... Read more
Couch Surfing
Wednesday, March 25, 2015      4 comments

Are you familiar with couchsurfing? It's an online community where you can open your home to others while they are traveling or find a place to stay while traveling yourself. We have been hosting people for 2 years now. At our place they have th... Read more
I don't fit in
Monday, March 23, 2015      6 comments

Lately it has just been wearing on me more and more that I am the odd man out at work. I work with 7 women and all of them have worked together for at least 10 years. As of late the divide between me and them has just grown and it's especially h... Read more
The mental toll of a broken limb
Friday, March 20, 2015      2 comments

Last night/this morning I just had enough of this broken arm. 2 weeks into wearing a sling and not using my arm I reached a low. I hate sweat pants! They make me feel like I've given up on life unless I am in them to exercise. Usually I don't ev... Read more
You're so vain, you probably think this blog is about you
Thursday, March 19, 2015      3 comments

I have a problem as I age. The older I get the more negativity I am surrounded by from other women due to vanity. The biggest part of the problem is that it is so far from something I understand that it makes me uncomfortable. Then when I make a... Read more
Finding time for body, mind, and spirit
Tuesday, March 17, 2015      0 comments

I've decided that I need to schedule time for all three important aspects of health. I've tried meditation before, but I let life get in the way of making it a priority. This is wrong. The mind is our strongest ally and sometimes strongest enemy... Read more
My husband broke me
Wednesday, March 11, 2015      2 comments

Saturday my husband came home from work wanting pizza. He knew also that we didn't need pizza if we weren't going to burn it off. So we rode our bikes and them went on a long ride after lunch. When we pulled in our driveway he thought he would g... Read more
Wish there was majik to stop my eating
Tuesday, March 03, 2015      4 comments

Oh what a vicious cycle we lead in life. Why when I feel like I've gone past maximum density do I turn to eating? Food is what got me where I am and eating my feelings. I wish there was a switch to turn this off. I really wish I had a support sy... Read more
Eating disorders
Thursday, February 12, 2015      0 comments

I have begun to open up to more people about my eating disorder. After struggling with it for over 20 years I realize it's not something to hide. Since I have started to talk about it more and be open that I have a problem the guilt has started ... Read more

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