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The Promise I made myself...
Thursday, March 10, 2011      3 comments

Blog #19 - I may have to break... So last year I turned 30. I promised myself that would be the last bday I spent over 200lbs. My bday is 5 weeks away.. and I'm still 16lbs away from that goal. Yes, I know this is a journey. Yes, I know I... Read more
Back on track!
Tuesday, March 08, 2011      1 comments

Blog #18 - on my way! So I wanted to start out by saying I am the worst sick person on the planet. I am so needy and sensitive. It isn't until I feel better (yay) that I can see how unreasonable I get. Yesterday, was weigh in day. ... Read more
A-Z Bri!
Friday, March 04, 2011      1 comments

A-Z Survey A. Age: 30 B. Bed size: Queen C. Chore you dislike: washing dishes. D. Dogs: none. E. Essential start to your day: coffee & oatmeal F. Favorite color: pink, red G. Gold or silver: Silver H. ... Read more
In a funk..
Friday, March 04, 2011      3 comments

Blog #17 - and I want out! Well the last week has been stupid. I'm finally feeling a bit better but everything else is down the toilet. One of my 3 closest friends moved away. I haven't seen the other 2 all week. I know I am just ... Read more
Liars
Saturday, February 26, 2011      2 comments

Blog #16 - Lying Why is that when people want to be honest they still can't be honest with themselves? We treat others so well and we have such negative talk. WHY? Why do we do it to ourselves. My new goal for today forward is to be ... Read more
I found something today...
Thursday, February 24, 2011      1 comments

Blog #15 - MY CONFIDENCE! Yes there it is... right there. *point* I got it. I have it. And 'all' it took was letting go. Of the pain. Of the hurt. Put it in the past. I finally can accept myself. ... Read more
Sick!
Tuesday, February 22, 2011      1 comments

Blog #14- Oh my! So I'm sick for the 2nd time in 10 days. I don't even remember what my voice sounds like ;( SO00 after lectures on pushing myself to hard I decided to take it easy the rest of the week. Some walking but thats it. No wei... Read more
Forgiveness
Thursday, February 17, 2011      2 comments

Blog #13 - Why I need to Forgive. When I asked myself this question it really got me thinking. Why do I need to forgive someone who isn't sorry. There comes a point when I needed to so I could heal. In my Health journey, I've been tr... Read more
Support
Tuesday, February 15, 2011      0 comments

Blog #12 - Lucky! Maybe I'm just the luckiest girl on the planet but my main support team is my Husband and my 2 bff's. My husband, Kelly, is a personal trainer. I've recently began letting him train me at home. (Jan 4) I have seen a lot of... Read more
Good bye!
Monday, February 07, 2011      8 comments

Blog #11 - So Long. I never want to see you again! So I cheated. I weighed in a day early. I lost 3.3lbs! I'm now at 227.5! I never want to see a 23* ever again. I saw the doctor today for my test results. I now am on HALF as m... Read more
Goals and disappointments
Tuesday, February 01, 2011      2 comments

Blog #10 - Another weigh in another day. I weigh in this morning. I had my heart set on 3.5 lbs. I really wanted to leave the 230's forever. But here I another week at 230.8! The good news is I hit my mini goal of 30lbs lost (31.2lbs) a... Read more
What are those??
Thursday, January 20, 2011      2 comments

Blog #9 - Oh yeah! Cheek Bones! I was cutting my bangs trimmed on sunday. In the past, I try to avoid the mirror but that day I thought: Hey I am going to make myself look. Okay, so I had these 'lines' on my face. Indents. WTF! Wh... Read more
so yesterday..
Wednesday, January 19, 2011      2 comments

Blog #8 - Being Down Sucks. So yesterday a bunch of 'little' things really started to add up and get me down. First, tuesday is weigh in day. Lost 0.5lbs. I really think with the effort and time I put in it should have been another 4lb w... Read more
a little adds up a lot.
Monday, January 17, 2011      5 comments

blog#7 - Squats So when I was born my hip was dislocated. I did a lot of chiropractic visits etc to try to fix it. I never could skate. Despite private lessons and the shame of my father I just couldn't do it. ( they may kick me out of... Read more
Am I really discouraged over this?
Friday, January 14, 2011      6 comments

Blog #6 - Roadblock So this morning I was getting dressed for work in my new size 16 jeans *yay* and was trying to find a bra. I tried on 4 of my bras... all too big! Wow really? Are you serious? So now I've come to work in a bra that i... Read more

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