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Update!
Saturday, July 04, 2015      0 comments

I cheated! I haven't had junky horrible food in a while but I've done it! some pop - with the horrible regrets of heavy carbonation irritating my mouth and throat on the way down, holy moley I didn't know it was that bad! I guess prolonged pop... Read more
Third Trimester but keeping cheerful
Wednesday, July 01, 2015      1 comments

I stopped exercising during my 5th week of exercise because of my hip spreading and the pain, I tried to throw in a little exercise and couldnt - ended up having an anxiety attack at my mom's because of her (no I dont wanna go over this again), ... Read more
Two big shout outs
Sunday, June 28, 2015      0 comments

in 1w1d my fiance dropped 4.75 inches. He felt he was losing weight and even though I bugged him to let me measure him, he always said no. He finally allowed me to measure last thursday - so congrats to him on weight loss! two, CONGRATS, ... Read more
Ok! Time to step up!
Friday, June 26, 2015      1 comments

Still tired, still no motivation but today I was determined laundry not be put off again. We had 2 bags of clean to put away and just did our laundry basket again which sat for 2 days already. Buckled down, we did laundry, swept the floor (... Read more
Day 2 - Getting Better
Tuesday, June 23, 2015      1 comments

I did a 10.5 minute exercise yesterday, so please follow up with the blog just before this to find out where my body and mind are. All of my workouts are 8-20 minutes long. I'm thinking that, for now, being in the third trimester, I'm going... Read more
Gradually getting better
Tuesday, June 23, 2015      1 comments

Between the 2nd and now I gained back 3.5 inches of the 14 inches lost. I had an anxiety attack 2 weeks ago that left me unable to exercise or even feel the energy to do anything.... Between May 18th and June 8th I'd lost a grand total of 6... Read more
Proud...but not
Saturday, June 20, 2015      1 comments

Someone commented on my page that I had inspired them to find what exercises can be done to lose weight while pregnant and knowing it is possible and even encouraged - my doctors encourage me to do so, highly. I lost 14.5 inches through may unt... Read more
Relieving the stress...
Wednesday, June 17, 2015      0 comments

I talked to my boyfriend very early yesterday, I wasn't tired and hadn't slept yet, but I woke him about 2 or 3 A.M and it started with a normal statement or question that he just grumbled at in his sleep and could have fallen back asleep, but I... Read more
Why bother asking for help
Tuesday, June 16, 2015      0 comments

Short and sweet since I accidentally closed the first which went into a huge rant anyway... Why ask for help..... Especially with Anxiety attacks, the after affect. As soon as you ask "How do you deal with post-affects", idiots post or ... Read more
Anxiety Quotes: 1
Tuesday, June 16, 2015      0 comments

Anxiety: "Like taking off, except the engine that lifts you up is the fear and you cannot tell it to go away. [It feels like a] rollercoaster ride and an adrenalin high, but you're seated." "It feels like I need to escape, get out and run be... Read more
Update
Monday, June 15, 2015      2 comments

I'm still not exercising, still have a messed up sleeping schedule, still exhausted --- all as a post-panic attack..... I had my prenatal and my BP is 122/82 and doing well; I was 12lbs over on may 18th and have lost 13-16lbs since then having l... Read more
Naomi gave birth!
Saturday, June 13, 2015      4 comments

today my cat gave birth to 4 kittens and I almost didn't kno... Read more
Ehhh..
Thursday, June 11, 2015      2 comments

My browser deleted everything I was typing.. Panic Attack = 8th Fiance mental break down: 9th. I came home the 10th to find my fiance struggling to move, the room trashed, laundry needing doing, as did the litter box... My sleeping pa... Read more
Getting back on track
Tuesday, June 09, 2015      0 comments

After my hips began spreading slowly from thursday onwards, I was in pain. I wanted to start up Monday but a lot of stuff happened and I only managed 18 / 50 minutes. I did 39 mins thur, 28 mins fri, and 25 mins sat, so for week 5 I only did 204... Read more
So much for that..
Tuesday, June 09, 2015      4 comments

Yesterday I wanted to do xx amount of exercise because I hadn't for days - due to giving my body a rest as my hips spread....and after the three days off, as I expected, my body was rebelling with laziness.... I went to bed sunday at 10pm, ... Read more

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