Missed a day
Monday, May 21, 2007      2 comments

Having a great time with friends in MA...looking good and feeling good in my body, although not nearly so good about the food choices I made. I will keep plugging away at it. ARGH!... Read more
Up again and take another
Saturday, May 19, 2007      1 comments

If I can't control my eating right wait, that's not true. If I am choosing not to control my eating right now, at least I can choose to keep writing these blog entries and maybe I will get so sick of my own whining that I will get back ... Read more
Day 3
Friday, May 18, 2007      1 comments

I'm still sucking at tracking my calories and I'm losing my freakin' mind about money and life is being very stressful right now, but at least I am here and I am trying. As much as I want to give up, I won't let myself.... Read more
Day 2
Thursday, May 17, 2007      0 comments

Well, here I am, 2 days in a row...I'm still feeling discouraged and angry, but that dosn't mean I get to stop. I just want it to be easy again, like it was last year at this time.... Read more
Wednesday, May 16, 2007      0 comments

I feel like such a failure and I hate feeling that way. I know I've set myself up for it by not following through on myself and honoring my commitment to myself, but that doesn't make it any easier. I don't know why I am so good at living up to ... Read more
So blogging is not my strong suit
Monday, May 14, 2007      1 comments

Since my therapist tells me I have to write my recommitment down, here goes. I promise to recommit to eating right for me and for my life. I will track my calories daily and exercise 3 days a week. I will do this for me because reaching my goal ... Read more
Two days in a row
Thursday, April 20, 2006      0 comments

Wow. I managed to journal tow days in a row. Not much to say today, except that I love being able to track my calories so that I can eat a daily treat and know that it's not doing me any harm. Last night, my calorie count was so low that I got t... Read more
Turning over a new virtual leaf
Wednesday, April 19, 2006      0 comments

Okay, so I'm going to try to make this part of my morning routine when I get up and plan my meals for the day. So, today, I'm not as miserable as I was yesterday, but things are getting pretty overwhelming. I have a cold and all I want to do is ... Read more
Hard Day
Thursday, April 13, 2006      0 comments

Well, after all my raving about how this wasn't hard and I didn't feel deprived, I ran smack into a wall yesterday. My partner wanted to have something for dinner than I couldn't have and I had an awful day yesterday. I felt deprived and angry a... Read more
Well, maybe not
Wednesday, April 12, 2006      0 comments

Okay, so maybe I'm not any better at an online journal than I am with a paper one...that's okay. I weighed in at 259 yesterday. What an amazing feeling that it. I keep having to remind myself that I weigh 259not 359. I've lost 164 pounds, not 64... Read more
MS Walk
Saturday, April 08, 2006      0 comments

Durn, I'm tired. My honey and I participated in the MS Walk for a Cure in Camden today. I haven't felt this dragged out since the first few weeks after my surgery. But the whole time, I just kept thinking that I could not have done this a year a... Read more
The start of something old
Thursday, April 06, 2006      0 comments

Hmm...maybe Ido better with an online journal than I ever have journaling the old-fashioned way. I suppose it can't hurt to try. Let's see. I weighed in at 423pounds on my first pre-op visit. By surgery, I was down to 402. 21 pounds on my own wa... Read more