Bikini Fitness Competition
Monday, July 16, 2018      1 comments

Im starting (again) at 180 lbs. I am 5' 3" tall. I haven't taken measurements yet. These pics were taken after I have lost 7 lbs already. So, I hav... Read more
Where did my motivation go?
Thursday, January 24, 2013      0 comments

Oh my, I went to the gym today and I just wanted to get done with my workout! I ran for 35 minutes but then when I did the Elliptical, it seemed to take FOREVER AND EVER!!! I never thought I was going to get done! Running is a lot harder than... Read more
Back to it
Tuesday, January 15, 2013      1 comments

I've been slacking! My focus has been lost. My Fiance and I decided to work things out so he has moved back in. I've had a medical problem to where I wasn't able to work out for awhile. My eating has been less than desirable and I've gained ... Read more
Flip flop...
Thursday, December 27, 2012      2 comments

I feel like I'm on a roller coaster ride....UUUUUUUP and DOOOOOOOWN. Yesterday, I was all gloomy and down, today I feel like a million bucks! WTF? I don't get it! I was just laying here in bed at noon and I was thinking to myself, this... Read more
Baah Humbug
Wednesday, December 26, 2012      6 comments

I really don't like Christmas! While everyone is enjoying their family and all the kids are opening their presents, I am sitting at home alone with myself enjoying absolutely nothing! Oh, I will have my kids for Christmas next weekend which is... Read more
Someone please, just knock me out for awhile!
Tuesday, December 18, 2012      3 comments

I am extremely emotional today! Like, I don't know what the hell is going on but every time I turn around, I'm crying about something! Period? I don't know but it isn't fun! Especially since all I see and hear is about all those children who... Read more
Sad today...
Saturday, December 15, 2012      3 comments

When I read about the tragedy that occurred today at Sandy Hook Elementary, my heart broke! I felt sick, scared, angry and very sad all at once! My insides felt like they were being twisted. I even tried working out and it didn't work, I stil... Read more
Exercise feels GREAT
Wednesday, December 12, 2012      4 comments

I just changed my goal for Calories burned to 2000. Well, I was already at almost 1700 today so I might as well strive for that, right! It's funny, I started out with 500/week. You know what keeps me going back to the gym again and again...no... Read more
Getting back on track
Monday, December 10, 2012      0 comments

Well, I might have been down in the dumps most the weekend but I'm back now. Wow, this weekend, I just blew my eating. I ate at McDonald's, Dairy Queen, I drank a lot of alcohol...it was terrible. But today I'm starting over, it's a new day! ... Read more
Aww, the joys of breakups!
Sunday, December 09, 2012      5 comments

So, as you all know, I broke up with my fiance last Friday. It is so hard to be alone! I have to make all these decisions about finances, about how I'm going to pay the bills now that he's gone. I have to decide if owning my house is worth wo... Read more
My legs
Monday, December 03, 2012      4 comments

One of the things I've learned to do in my life is to appreciate the assets I have already. To feel beautiful despite the extra weight. There are some tricks that help me do that. One of them is to put on high heels and a short skirt, shorts ... Read more
Post breakup
Monday, December 03, 2012      2 comments

Aside from my recent breakup...I'm doing fairly well. I don't know if the reality hasn't set in yet or if I'm just ok with my decision but I haven't felt the sadness yet..a tiny bit but not as much as I thought I would. The other night while I... Read more
Sunday, December 02, 2012      5 comments

Not a great weekend for me. My fiance and I broke up. Still trying to process it but anyways. Don't know how to feel, I'm sort of numb right now. I haven't cried...I'm half relieved, half empty. I just can't wait until my feelings come expl... Read more
"Sweat is fat crying"
Friday, November 30, 2012      3 comments

I have burned over 1600 calories already this week! That is awesome! My eating has a lot to be desired though. It's not that I'm overeating because I'm not, in fact, I'm not eating enough. I started out eating every 2-3 hours but it gets so ... Read more
Law Of Attraction
Wednesday, November 28, 2012      1 comments

I have to stop saying I want changes and just DO IT! All my life, I've had all these dreams and goals but they always seemed as if they were only fantasies that could never come true. But as I look back, there are things I wanted that I pursue... Read more

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