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Identity
Friday, June 23, 2017      5 comments

I struggle with my identity and I know that stems from the way I was raised. I was given a set of roles to play: daughter a good girl a person who serves others I had no idea who I was because I was never given permission to be myself... Read more
Progress Update
Wednesday, June 21, 2017      3 comments

Strange how you think you've overcome issues just to have an unexpected incident send you right back to the dark place. I've basically cut the person out of my life. They did eventually admit that they were wrong to hit me, saying that they... Read more
Coping
Wednesday, May 24, 2017      4 comments

Writing about my feelings yesterday did seem to help. I want to be clear about my physical abuse...I don't think I'm ever to blame for being hit. I'm re-stating what my abusers have said to me. For some reason they justify hurting someone w... Read more
Confronting past demons
Tuesday, May 23, 2017      11 comments

I've written and re-written this at least a dozen times, it never gets better. So, for now I'm putting this out here. It may not be here long, or it may be here for a while. I don't know. I'm still working through so many things. Last month... Read more

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