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Don't give yourself permisson
Saturday, March 09, 2019      1 comments

Don't give yourself permission to make the choices that you know will ultimately cause you harm in the end. I have to remind myself of this everyday! Happy Saturday everyone! We can do this!!! ... Read more
Life Happens
Monday, July 23, 2018      1 comments

It's been over a year since I last blogged or even logged unto sparkpeople and a lot has happened... I have gained 10lbs and I am now currently going through a trial separation that will most likely end in divorce. We had been together for... Read more
Day 4-5 (Remainig positive)
Friday, June 09, 2017      4 comments

It has only been a few days since I have started to try take responsibility for my weight. But it hasn't been easy. I suffer from depression. I have never sought out help for it except for one time when I was 15 and I begged my father to let me ... Read more
Day 3 (changing plans)
Thursday, June 08, 2017      3 comments

Last night I didn't sleep so well, My son kept me up again and I didn't wake up in time to walk of blog. But I instead of beating myself up I changed my plans and walked after dinner and am now blogging before bed. Life sometimes gets in t... Read more
Day 2( Setting things into motion)
Tuesday, June 06, 2017      0 comments

Yesterday was a good day I logged all my food and I walked for 30 min, right now the plan is to blog on spark people and to log everything else with my fit bit charge 2. My son kept me up all night with his tummy ache and when my alarm we... Read more
Day 1(Again and for the last time)
Monday, June 05, 2017      3 comments

I am starting over yet again and this time I am dedicating myself for one whole year. I don't know what may come in this next year all I know is that I am 20 pounds heavier then I was this time last year and if I continue to ignore my health I w... Read more
Day 1: All about me
Sunday, January 01, 2017      2 comments

Every year I let my goals fall to the back burner because I care about what people want and think. No more! This year is all about me. I will and can do this. One day at a time. Let's make this a good year everyone.... Read more
This sucks!
Wednesday, November 09, 2016      1 comments

I promised myself, but this year, this year was the year that I was going to lose all the way! But all I've done this year is hover over the same five pounds that I keep losing and regaining over and over again. I am so over it! I will lose the ... Read more
Running
Sunday, October 09, 2016      1 comments

I have had a cold for the last few days, so this morning was my first run in about 3 days. I ran for 35 minutes straight! It felt so good. I can't wait to run tomorrow morning and see how much faster I am getting. Never give up on your dreams ev... Read more
Day 144: finally done!
Saturday, October 01, 2016      1 comments

We moved this week and we are finally done! I am so excited for my run today, I have missed running these last 3 days but now I can begin a normal daily regiment. My goal for this month is to be able to run a 5k without stopping. Happy First day... Read more
Day 148: three days
Tuesday, September 27, 2016      1 comments

This is day three of running a mile and it feels great! Why did I ever stop running?... Read more
Day 150: Running first mile in over 6 months
Sunday, September 25, 2016      0 comments

This morning I ran my first mile on the treadmill in over 6 months and I ran the whole thing without stopping!!! I am sooo excited about this. I for the first time am excited about turning 30, I know that 30 doesn't seem like a big deal for mos... Read more
Day 175
Tuesday, August 30, 2016      2 comments

Today I thought about everything that I do for my family, everything that I sacrifice so that they have what they want and need. I get up at 2:00 am every morning to make my husband's coffee and pack his lunch. Then I take a nap and then wake u... Read more
Day 176
Sunday, August 28, 2016      2 comments

I have been sick with a cold for the last two days, I feel like crap. I am just trying to stay hydrated for now. Weigh in is on Wednesday. I hope that I have a loss.... Read more
Day 178
Thursday, August 25, 2016      3 comments

To say that I over ate today is an understatement, but I tracked everything that I ate. It amazes me how much I end up eating on a daily basis. I can't say that it's because I am hungry, I honestly think that I am eating to fill a void. But this... Read more

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