I need a push... to retart my engine
Tuesday, July 19, 2011      3 comments

I am not losing weight! I am sooo fustrated. What can I do differently I feel as though I am destined to stay at 206 and that I will never see 180 again...:( help!... Read more
down again...but is there a pattern?
Tuesday, July 05, 2011      1 comments

I am not feeling very cheery today...on the contrary I feel very down...I feel gross. Nothing seems to be right. My hair, my clothes, The way I feel. But I know that it has something to do with the fact that TOM will be here in 6 days... so I kn... Read more
Wednesday, June 29, 2011      5 comments

So this weekend my boyfriend and I were talking about healthy eating and such.. and he turns to me and says. " You are doing good, but you should push harder if you want to get the weight off quick." my response ( surprised me) " I ... Read more
Onderland where are you?
Tuesday, June 28, 2011      4 comments

It seems as tough I will never see the numbrs 199 on my scale but I have to believe that the day will come when I will no longer weight 200 plus pounds. I was there before and I know that I will be there again but when? my plans.. kee... Read more
update on june goals
Tuesday, June 21, 2011      2 comments

I have made it to level two of the shred and next week I will be in level three I have completed a 5k in 60 mins shredding 4 min off of my start time. I have worked out 17 days out of the 21 of this month so far. so all in all I am do... Read more
learning the power of self love
Tuesday, June 21, 2011      2 comments

In my last blog I mentioned that haters have returned into my life. So saturday night I was upset and I drank with my sisters. At first it was to release stress but then something happened in between the shots and tacos.. ( yum my fav combo taco... Read more
Haters are back
Saturday, June 18, 2011      3 comments

Yesterday I was told something that I could have probably gone the rest of my life without knowing. In order for it to make sense let me give you some info. My roommate has a girlfriend. they've been dating for two months and she is moving ... Read more
Its friday!
Friday, June 17, 2011      1 comments

It is finally friday and I am feeling really good today. I have been tracking all my food and water. For once in my life I feel like I am on the right track! Hope everyone has a wonderful weekend. I will blog later :)... Read more
40 things that I have gained with the loss
Wednesday, June 15, 2011      5 comments

I can't remember where I read this but if it was your idea... I am borrowing it :) this past year has been hard, and not just hard because I became a mother, or worked a full time job, or that I am going to school for my RN. But it has bee... Read more
Happiness ( does it ever come natural?)
Tuesday, June 14, 2011      2 comments

I have always struggled with depression. I tend to go in and out of these depression spells. and I have to wonder does happiness ever come naturally? I know what you must be thinking....what is wrong with this girl? of course happiness com... Read more
Monday, June 13, 2011      3 comments

This is me june 2010 about 6 weeks after baby and the start of my healthy lifestyle and weigh loss journey. june 2010 ... Read more
Can money buy happiness?
Monday, June 13, 2011      1 comments

This past week has been hard. TOM came to visit and I have been feeling pretty crappy. I have been snacking...or at least starting to and then I catch myself and stop. with all that said I have managed to lose .4lbs this week. Which is not ... Read more
facing the music
Tuesday, June 07, 2011      2 comments

why am I fat? why am I ugly? why am I stupid? why am I unloved? these were often the questions that I asked myself everyday growing up. And sometimes still do today. I wonder where does bad body image start? why does it... Read more
First week of June updates
Tuesday, June 07, 2011      1 comments

Last week brought on 1.6lb lost....I am soo happy! I have been working out everyday..yes me I have done jillians 30-day shred everyday I am on day 8 of level one and very sore..but in a good way. I did have a few moments of oh no....I over ... Read more
Friday, June 03, 2011      0 comments

Last night I had to really really try to get into the groove to work out. I had zero energy...needless to say I wanted to crawl up into a ball and eat ice cream all night. But....... I got off my butt! At first the workout was lame...I... Read more

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