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Day 132: Can't hide from myself
Monday, September 29, 2014      3 comments

Coming face to face with self hate can sometimes be hard. We tell ourselves that we are here to improve and to love our selves just as we are....but it this is not always the case.. at least not for me. I hid from the scale for well over 5... Read more
Day 131: Could I be married to an Alcoholic?
Monday, September 22, 2014      4 comments

It never dawned on me or perhaps I never allowed myself to accept it. But I believe that my husband is an alcoholic. Step One: Acceptance ... Read more
Day 130: Just go with it
Wednesday, September 10, 2014      3 comments

Life happens... change with it and go along with it. Happy Wednesday everyone!... Read more
Day 129: Readjusting goals
Monday, September 08, 2014      0 comments

The reason that I have failed so many times before.. 1. Unrealistic goals 2. No self love 3. Lack of motivation 4. Focusing on the Number instead of my body This year is almost over let's make the best of it!... Read more
NS Victories
Friday, August 29, 2014      1 comments

Since I am still not using the scale. I am going to pick NS victories that I can use as markers to determine my progress. Running 2 miles Right now that is all I have. I let August.. get away from me. I got depressed. But I am over ... Read more
Day 128: September
Friday, August 29, 2014      0 comments

Will be better then August!... Read more
Day 127: Too Obsessive
Friday, August 22, 2014      1 comments

There is such a thing as too obsessive with weight loss and all things about and including it. There has to be a healthy balance. There is a fine line between trying to lose weight and maybe developing an eating disorder. I used to be obses... Read more
Day 126: Just push through
Monday, August 18, 2014      1 comments

I am not feeling all that great today...but I am going to try and push through. Happy Monday everyone.... Read more
Day 125: Happy Friday
Friday, August 15, 2014      2 comments

It's Friday Yay!!!! Another week gone. have a great one everyone. ... Read more
Day 124: Nail polish
Wednesday, August 13, 2014      2 comments

Sometimes the smallest of things can make you feel beautiful. I got new nail polish "black Momba" Have a great Hump Day everyone!... Read more
Day 123: A whole year
Monday, August 11, 2014      0 comments

I have decided that I will go a whole year without weighing myself. I have made it past two weeks since my last weigh in and I know that I can keep going. I want to focus on other things. Happy Monday Everyone!... Read more
Day 122: Hormones
Friday, August 08, 2014      1 comments

I hate hormones.... Happy Friday!... Read more
Day 121: Two weeks
Thursday, August 07, 2014      3 comments

This is the amount of time that it is said that it takes to break a habit... I sure hope so. Tomorrow marks 2 weeks since my last weigh in... and I am starting to notice a pattern. Whenever I am stressed I turn to my weight...and start picking a... Read more
Day 120: Trust your body
Wednesday, August 06, 2014      1 comments

It's been almost two weeks since I last weighed myself.. and I am starting to regret the whole 50 days until weigh in... but I have to keep going. I am tracking, working out and getting my sleep. I have to trust my body and how I feel. I can't a... Read more
Day 119: Money
Tuesday, August 05, 2014      0 comments

Who doesn't have money problems right? It's all good.. don't stress. There will always be bills to pay and things to buy. It will all work out in the end. I wish that I would have taken the time not to stress about money when my husba... Read more

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