Thursday, December 30, 2010      1 comments

I have never been skinny, I have always been overweight. Or so I thought. Then when I joined and my BMI told me that I am OBESE. When I saw this, I was shocked. (Am I really obese?) Obese to me has always been someone t... Read more
Ice Cream before bed
Wednesday, December 29, 2010      3 comments

Last night, I was tired, sore, and grumpy. I just wanted to sit down and watch movies all night. ( I was in a lazy mood) But around 8:33 pm my baby girl starts crying. I go to make her a fresh bottle and saw that I only had enough formula f... Read more
Can't wait for the new year
Tuesday, December 28, 2010      5 comments

Time goes by so fast. In a blink of an eye. 8 months ago I gave birth 1 year and 4 months ago I found out I was pregnant this month I found out that I have lost 42 pounds in 6 months My daughter just learned to say No,and Daddy. ... Read more
Post #2 (being satisfied with what you have)
Tuesday, December 28, 2010      3 comments

Satisfied. I can’t say that I really know what this means. Do any of us really knows what this means? We always want bigger, better, we want more. If we lose 5 pounds we beat ourselves up for not losing 10. Or when you order something in a... Read more
Post #1 (one thing at a time)
Monday, December 27, 2010      6 comments

Do you ever feel like your life is passing you by? I feel like this all the time. One minute I am 15 and soon I will be 23. The thing that scares me the most about this is that I can't remember being happy. All the memories are a blur. I... Read more
The real Journey begins ( 100 post challenge)
Friday, December 24, 2010      7 comments

I started out wanting to lose weight, because I thought that if I fixed myself on the outside. It would heal myself inside. I have a lot of issues, and I am damaged. Although I am aware that I am not alone in this. This fact does nothing t... Read more
My New Spark!
Thursday, December 23, 2010      5 comments

I had already known that my mother was going to get me THE SPARK for christmas. but when I received the beautifully wrapped present yesterday it just didn't seem real. I held the package in my hands, and just stood there... I knew that o... Read more
As this year ends
Wednesday, December 22, 2010      2 comments

When I found out that I was pregnant. My world was put on pause. The nine months that I carried the life in me. Seemed to pass so slowly. I forgot who I was, I felt huge! and I was at the lowest point in my life. Working only 20 hours a we... Read more
The race to Onderland
Tuesday, December 21, 2010      4 comments

So after not really taking care of myself the last few days. I stepped on the scale to see how far I have to go to my goal of 199 before the first of the year. Drum roll...... the number is 208lbs I was shocked not to have been in the ... Read more
For my baby girl Evelyn ( my inspiration)
Tuesday, December 21, 2010      2 comments

I am difficult, and emotional. And yes I am a DRAMA QUEEN! ( is this really all that bad?) But I always seem to feel guilty about who I am. ( how sick is this?) I have to laugh when I hear. " I didn't have a normal childhood" ( who di... Read more
progress with photos
Tuesday, December 14, 2010      3 comments

I don't see big differences but I do see small changes dates 9/10/10 - 12/10/10 ... Read more
Why am I doing this really?
Tuesday, December 14, 2010      8 comments

I am proud to announce that I now fit into a size 14 pants. I wore an old pair of jeans this weekend , and it felt great. But as I was doing my exercises this past weekend. I decided to step onto the scale, and to my dismay. it read 208.4... I h... Read more
The skinny Me
Tuesday, December 07, 2010      4 comments

I can't count the many times that I compared myself to the skinny girls in school, or the beautiful actresses in the movies. I grew up believing that I was meant to be fat, I was meant to be the funny nice girl. Not the beautiful sexy girl that ... Read more
Day's 4-5-6 of December goals
Tuesday, December 07, 2010      2 comments

I have managed to stay on track with food, and my homework. I worked out yesterday and saturday, but when Sunday came around I was soo sore that I could not even sit without pain. My muscles were so sore so I took one day off of the shred to le... Read more
Day 3 of December goals
Saturday, December 04, 2010      4 comments

I went over on my calories by like 150 cal, But I have been soo hungry all day. I figure it is because I have been exercising like crazy. I have talked about weight loss haters, seems as though ever since I have become committe... Read more

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