Changes..happening slow ( but happening)
Thursday, March 10, 2011      3 comments

It's 9:29 pm and I am trying to stay up long enough to finish some homework. I didn't workout today. I was too tired! I don't even recall turning off the alarm this morning. My food intake was not bad....mostly veggies. No junk, which is a good ... Read more
100 Reasons why I am losing weight
Tuesday, March 08, 2011      5 comments

I saw this on someones page so I decided to come up with my own 1. To feel better. 2. To look better. 3. To run a marathon 4. To compete in an Iron Man 5. To be a good role model for my girls. 6. To look good naked. 7. To get rid o... Read more
learning to cook again
Tuesday, March 08, 2011      2 comments

lately I have been taking charge in the kitchen at home. Mostly because when I get home and eat dinner I have no idea what is in it. So I have decided that I am doing the cooking now. Which makes me very happy...and my finance too! lol I ma... Read more
Tuesday, March 08, 2011      2 comments

So I weighed in this morning at 207.6.....????? I have stayed in my calorie range, given up the fast food. And have been exercising on daily basis. So what is the problem? Beats me. But I feel great, and I fit into a size 14 pants and ... Read more
Onderland Where are you?
Saturday, March 05, 2011      2 comments

These past few months I have been staying between 203-206...I can't seem to get into onderland. There is nothing more discouraging then working your butt off and then having the scale tell you that you have gained. When this happens I lose focus... Read more
The five reasons that I want to give up
Wednesday, March 02, 2011      2 comments

1. It's too hard 2. I will never be skinny. 3. Don't have the time. 4. I don't think I can. 5. Pretty much any excuse that will get me out of it. The truth, is I CAN! so I am making this list and posting it next to my 5 reasons t... Read more
My five reasons
Wednesday, March 02, 2011      3 comments

These are my Five reasons for not giving up 1. My health ( I want to be as healthy as I can be) 2. My babies ( I want them to have a good role model) 3. That little black dress ( I am going to fit into it someday) 4. My life ( so that... Read more
The little things
Tuesday, March 01, 2011      2 comments

What matters the most in this life are the little things. The warm kisses from your children after a long day at work and a hug when you are having a horrible day. The same can be said about losing weight and adapting a healthier life style. Its... Read more
Another wonderful discovery about myself
Tuesday, March 01, 2011      3 comments

I am a runner. I have always ran for exercise.. but it wasnt until this sunday that I went for a run in almost two weeks ( due to my cold) that I realized... OH My Goddness... I love to run. I felt so alive. It no longer felt like exercise. I fe... Read more
Monday, February 28, 2011      2 comments

how do you know when someone is an alcoholic? What are the signs? I don't know if I am going crazy here and I know that he would be upset that I am even mentioning this but from since I can remember this person likes to drink. He likes to party... Read more
learning the power of self love
Friday, February 25, 2011      7 comments

Yesterday was my finance's birthday. So we went out on a date to a steak house. So I decided to stop by the store on the way home to see if I could find a dress. Guess what? I did! I went in saw this beautiful black and gray silky dress. ( in ... Read more
Think that I am finaly ready
Wednesday, February 23, 2011      3 comments

I have been MIA for the past 2 weeks. I was drained and tired. But I am next weigh in will be tuesday 03/01/11 I hope you are all having a good day... Read more
starting to lose my way again.
Wednesday, February 09, 2011      2 comments

Last night it hit me as I was munching on chips and salsa watching a movie. I am getting out of control. Yes I am exercising but am I justifying this to eat the way that I want to? So here is my new plan for the rest of Feb. 1. exercise e... Read more
learning the power of thought
Tuesday, February 08, 2011      3 comments

I started losing weight last july and to date I have lost 44 pounds, so that would mean an average of 7.34 lbs a month. looking at these numbers make me want to belittle my efforts...but then I stop myself and remember; 1. no one pushed me ... Read more
Letter to my scale
Thursday, February 03, 2011      8 comments

Dear scale, I am writing to let you know that I need a break. It is not you it is me. Every time that you show me a loss I am happy. But when you show me a gain I get frustrated, I lose hope, and I hate myself. This relationship is ... Read more

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