May challange
Saturday, April 30, 2011      5 comments

Tomorrow is the first day of May when I first started on I was so motivated. I lost 6 pounds my first two weeks, and then something happened ( life happened) I don't know what it is that I want out of my life. But what I do k... Read more
goal dress with pic's update
Friday, April 29, 2011      2 comments

here are pictures of my goal dress before 09/2010 current 04/2011 ... Read more
Something has got to give ( with pics)
Wednesday, April 27, 2011      4 comments

I am tired of relaying on only scale is a list of non-scale victories 1. I bought a shirt this weekend that I loved...bought it a size smaller because I wanted to make it a goal shirt..and when I got home and tried it on. I... Read more
I guess, Yes I am emotional!
Saturday, April 23, 2011      1 comments

Yesterday it hit me like a ton of bricks.... I am an emotional person.. But not just emotional I am emotionally unstable. I can go from very low lows. I guess this explains why out of nowhere I can go into a deep depression. Whe... Read more
Finally something I am good at!
Friday, April 22, 2011      4 comments

Well I have talked about wanting to open a bakery someday so I set a goal to make something new every week. I have not however been taking pictures....but last night I made homemade lemon cake cupcakes with homemade buttercream frosting for bibl... Read more
Thursday, April 21, 2011      1 comments

I ran last night for the first time in about a month...and I felt wonderful . I only managed to get 1 mile in I was really really sore and out of breath to do anymore. But I did the mile in 12:13 I am really happy about this time. Before I was p... Read more
Trying not to focus on the scale
Wednesday, April 20, 2011      1 comments

When I focus on the scale I start to doubt myself and my abilities to make it through this journey... I have also found that I do a lot better when I don't track my food and obese over the numbers.... So I have been on my weight loss journe... Read more
Learning to love the little things
Wednesday, April 20, 2011      2 comments

This weekend was hectic for me not only did TOM come visit me but I had to drive to Long Beach for a family emergency.....that is 10 hours from here. We left Sunday Morning and were back Monday you can imagine I was super tired yeste... Read more
Tired of hearing it now please "shut up!"
Tuesday, April 19, 2011      8 comments

This past weekend I finished reading a book Titled " Thin is the new Happy" by Valery Frankel it is the best book that I have read in a long time. It made me realize that in order to get through this I need to get rid of my negative body i... Read more
I am a believer
Wednesday, April 13, 2011      4 comments

I used to be the fat girl that hid underneath layers of shirts and sweaters, even when the temp read above 90. I used to be the fat girl that never did her hair and let it fall on her face.(to hide the ugliness that I felt I was) I us... Read more
Full of thoughts
Tuesday, April 12, 2011      1 comments

I am sitting at work, and I can't help but hate the fact that I am not home cleaning, baking, or reading. It really is kind of sad that the majority of our lives are spent behind a desk or at a counter doing customer service. How is anyone suppo... Read more
Tuesday, April 12, 2011      2 comments

I tend to be too honest when it comes to other people I never hold back about how I feel about them. But when it comes to being honest with myself. I draw back I don't do it. And I know its because I am afraid to learn the truth about myself. I ... Read more
365 days of me (24/265) Still learning
Monday, April 11, 2011      2 comments

Day 24: Still learning The last few days have been somewhat of a blur to me. I have been really stressing out. About work, babies, weight loss, money, blah blah blah. I have been stressing out about everything. So I started to eat a lot...l... Read more
Change is coming
Saturday, April 09, 2011      3 comments

today I finally realized and felt like I was on the right track. I have a home, a loving future husband, beautiful childern, job, and my health. What else do I need? I am going to stop focusing on the things I don't have and start focusing... Read more
365 days of me (21/365) Haven't tracked in a week
Friday, April 08, 2011      2 comments

Day 21: Tracking Well as you read on the header, I have not tracked my food in a week. Do I hate myself for this? Have I gone completely crazy with food? Have a gained a ton of weight? Well the answer to all of these questions is No! T... Read more

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