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3/3/2021
Wednesday, March 03, 2021      2 comments

Today is a beautiful sunny day despite the cold outside. I am feeling nervous and optimistic. and proud of myself. I have been logging on Carb Manager and keeping within my macros for a couple weeks now. I have seen 5 lbs shed in the past cou... Read more
2/10/2021
Wednesday, February 10, 2021      3 comments

Well. It has been a hard very emotional day here. Too much to get into and none of it is good. I went off track because I am frustrated and angry. I ate dragon fruit, chocolate covered strawberries and grapes so far that is off track. I kno... Read more
2/9/2021
Tuesday, February 09, 2021      1 comments

Down another 10 units of insulin this week. I don't know if the scale has dropped or not. I did have two days that were off track. I am taking back control today. My dinner tonight will be sub salad. I am actually REALLY looking forward t... Read more
2/5/2021
Friday, February 05, 2021      0 comments

Success. Success means different things to different people. I guess I measure success for myself as a sense of accomplishment and possibly the feeling of pride for accomplishing certain things. Even when I am not aware ahead of time what tho... Read more
2/3/2021
Wednesday, February 03, 2021      2 comments

2021? Wow. Ok this is my Feb 1st update. I weighed in at 209 lbs. I had not gotten on the scale in quite some time. A couple of reasons why are, if I am doing well I sometimes give myself permission to eat off track or over eat, I am ta... Read more
1/8/2021
Friday, January 08, 2021      1 comments

First of all, as I type the date in for this blog, I think I may have put the wrong year on a previous blog. Ok. So this year has already been full of challenges. Challenges no one should have to deal with. 1) Mom in a different state w... Read more
12/30/2020
Wednesday, December 30, 2020      0 comments

I am TIRED Lord. PLEASE help me. Give me strength to deal with all the punches we have been dealing with. I am THANKFUL and GRATEFUL for all the miracles and blessings that you have given our way. PLEASE help us get through all of this. I... Read more
12/7/2020 a raw blog
Monday, December 07, 2020      4 comments

I have come to the decision I need to write my thoughts. It has been some odd difficult times in my life that I have had trouble dealing with but am just trudging one day at a time to get to the next to see if things get better or change or wha... Read more
11/6/2020 Playing in the kitchen
Friday, November 06, 2020      1 comments

Today my youngest son had a proctored test on zoom so I decided to play around in the kitchen and be productive by making all of us some breakfast prep for the weekend. I made my son some orange cranberry muffins. I made my husband and mys... Read more
11/3/2020
Tuesday, November 03, 2020      2 comments

Well, what a difference a year makes. I am no where near as good as I was a year ago. So much has changed and is still changing and I am struggling to grasp that me from a year ago. I weighed in at 211.2 lbs this morning. I am off track plan... Read more
10/1/2020
Thursday, October 01, 2020      1 comments

Well it is October. We are warned of frost tonight, so I need to go check over my tomato and pepper garden. It has rained quite a bit and been windy. An update on what has been going on. My A1c came back at 5.6, technically non diabet... Read more
9/9/2020 An update
Wednesday, September 09, 2020      4 comments

I went in for my fasting labs yesterday morning. I am confident that my A1C will be much lower this time around. I have been staying on track with food and really striving for good blood sugar numbers. That is my main focus. I was about 191 ... Read more
6/26/2020
Friday, June 26, 2020      0 comments

Thursday, down 2 lbs. can't remember if I posted this or not, don't think so. Yesterday got out of hand as far as time slipping away. So I will be blunt and honest, I didn't get the time to eat as much as I should have eaten. But, I did feed ... Read more
6-24-2020
Wednesday, June 24, 2020      5 comments

Tonight's dinner is blt blue cheese salad. I am almost done with drinking a gallon today. I have stayed on track today.... Read more
6/24/2020
Wednesday, June 24, 2020      1 comments

Despite not getting to blog for a few days, I still kept track. I was NOT perfect, but I keep on trying. I did what I said I was NOT going to do and I weighed myself. Down 4 lbs!!! That subconsciously gave myself permission to eat off track... Read more

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