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11/17/19
Sunday, November 17, 2019      2 comments

Ate like I used to yesterday. Paid for it last night and today. I didn't wake up until noon today but could have slept a few more days straight through. 163.8 lbs today. I WAS 160 yesterday morning. I am sure it wont stay on my body. I am ... Read more
11/15/19
Friday, November 15, 2019      0 comments

SIGH~~~~~ I am trying to be upbeat and positive today. Even though I still have a lot on my mind. I have been up since 3 am crying. So much happiness to so much sorrow in such a quick time. I put make up on today in an effort to not cry to... Read more
11/14/19
Thursday, November 14, 2019      3 comments

76.8 lbs down 43.2 lbs more to my major main goal. Please pray for someone I care very deeply for, someone very very important to me. Something was found on an MRI of the brain and determination if it is getting bigger or smaller is bein... Read more
11/12/19 addition
Tuesday, November 12, 2019      1 comments

Thank you to everyone who showed me compassion today. I just want to be clear. My depression is not something that needs professional treatment. It is situational. And today my heart was broken. My trust in someone was broken. And I hurt... Read more
11/12/19
Tuesday, November 12, 2019      5 comments

Today started off bad. Very depressed today and don't see it changing. emoticon ... Read more
11/11/19
Monday, November 11, 2019      1 comments

Feeling frustrated with situations in my life. A couple to be exact. It doesn't make me happy. I rode about 40 minutes on the recumbent bike this morning and one situation interrupted that and I never got back to it. I am trying ... Read more
11/10/19
Sunday, November 10, 2019      2 comments

73.2 pounds lost. That means I am 26.8 pounds away from losing 1-0-0 POUNDS!!!!!! Still really hasn't hit me yet. I think when I see my body the way I want to see it then it might sink in. I can't recall if I said my exercise for Friday. ... Read more
11/8/19 big day
Friday, November 08, 2019      5 comments

It is a big day for me. I am OFF insulin today! We will see how it goes. So far so good. I couldn't cut back any more so next step is to get off of it completely. I will watch vigilantly and see how it goes. But I am doing great so far. ... Read more
11/7/19
Thursday, November 07, 2019      2 comments

SIGHHHH what a busy day. Doesn't feel like I did much but feels like I did a lot. Just a lot of time spent I guess. I did some walking but don't feel like I got enough walking in today. I thought about walking the dogs but I took them out to... Read more
*11/6/19*
Wednesday, November 06, 2019      0 comments

I can't get use to doing the "11" for the month. Anyway, Today I weighed 171. Not happy with that. My fasting BSL was 92 and that was 15 units the day before. I went to the gym, which I was very unmotivated to do and ended up cheating myself... Read more
11/5/19
Tuesday, November 05, 2019      1 comments

I did something today that I had been talking that I was going to do. Actually two things. One I had been putting off because I was afraid of aggravating an old back injury. I lowered my insulin to 15 units. 15! units! I am almost off. ... Read more
10/4/19
Monday, November 04, 2019      8 comments

ok. I was writing my guts out because I finally decided to share but for some reason it disappeared just now. so. ... Read more
10/3/19
Sunday, November 03, 2019      1 comments

Tired today. Slightly concerned about someone. Today I made a pot roast in the crock pot. We will have roasted Brussels sprouts and mashed cauliflower. It smells amazing I gotta say. It makes me wanna eat it early. BUT must wait unti... Read more
10/2/19
Saturday, November 02, 2019      0 comments

Saturday! I am down to 169.8, I will drop my insulin again tomorrow or Monday at that will be 15 units, I am almost weaned off guys! I am pretty happy today. DOG TIRED literally, but happy. The dogs we are watching, one of them has been up a... Read more
11/1/19
Friday, November 01, 2019      3 comments

Well, It's November. I am feeling sad this morning. Has to do with the circumstances I mentioned in another blog. I had a busy day yesterday so I didn't get to blog. I am making Mongolian Beef today with my best friend. I have to rememb... Read more

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