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4/2/2020
Thursday, April 02, 2020      2 comments

Well i fell off the wagon again. I guess I can't fall off until I successfully am ON the wagon. Well let's see what is going on today. I had my 16 year old son signed up for driver's ed classes before all this happened and they were suppos... Read more
4/1/2020
Wednesday, April 01, 2020      2 comments

Well, I fell yet again. But I rationalize it in what I consider to be acceptable. I did well yesterday. Stayed on track clear until after dinner. Then I really felt like I needed more fiber so I munched on some fiber cereal dry and drank wat... Read more
3/31/2020
Tuesday, March 31, 2020      3 comments

SIGHHHHH It is my oldest son's birthday today. He is 27 today. It is my 3rd birthday this month that has been disrupted by what is going on with stay at home orders. I have 3 sons all born in March. My youngest is 16, he still lives with u... Read more
3/21/2020 My inside thoughts, fears and my way of dealing and sharing it with whoever needs it too.
Saturday, March 21, 2020      4 comments

Focus on positive. I have been a wreck all week with a stiff upper lip and an outward appearance of bravery and logic. Inside I have been a mom, wife, mother, sister and friend that is very concerned, and not able to protect the ones I am used... Read more
2/20/20
Thursday, February 20, 2020      2 comments

So, been off of here for quite some time. Fell and have been trying to pick myself up for a couple months now. I know I have it in me. I feel it. I just need to lasso it and keep the reigns. I have been starting and stopping and starting an... Read more
1/15/2020
Wednesday, January 15, 2020      1 comments

A deep breath as I write this today. Well, It has been a difficult month or so. Life has seemingly fallen apart. I am off track despite waking each day intending to get back on track. I was back up into the 190s and now am in the 180s last I... Read more
December 17, 2019
Tuesday, December 17, 2019      1 comments

Progressive supranuclear palsy (PSP) is an uncommon brain disorder that affects movement, control of walking (gait) and balance, speech, swallowing, vision, mood and behavior, and thinking. The disease results from damage to nerve cells in the b... Read more
12/6/19
Friday, December 06, 2019      3 comments

Well today I woke up the crab monster. I am stressed out. Not in a way I can not handle but in a way I know I have control over other people's decisions. I got on the scale and saw 183.6. I attribute that to the whole bag of hershey kisses a... Read more
12/5/19 ughhh
Thursday, December 05, 2019      1 comments

I have fallen off the wagon and I can't get back on it. I set out each day to get back on the wagon and just keep falling off. First of all almost all of everything in my life is falling apart. I am trying to suck it up and just move on. I h... Read more
11/26/19
Tuesday, November 26, 2019      2 comments

Well fasting blood sugar was over 200. So I upped my insulin back to the full amount at least through the holidays until I can get my head, heart and soul back on straight. I am digging deep just to lift my head, heart and soul through the hol... Read more
11/25/19
Monday, November 25, 2019      1 comments

took 40 units of insulin today. fbsl 178 weight 169 lbs I have been having a very rough couple of weeks with situations in my life. I went from being on top of the world for the first time in my 47 years of life to devastated and these s... Read more
11/22/19
Friday, November 22, 2019      1 comments

fbsl 141 166.0 lbs ... Read more
11/21/19
Thursday, November 21, 2019      3 comments

168.4 lbs fbsl 133 Anyone know a trick to not feeling emotions anymore?... Read more
11/20/19
Wednesday, November 20, 2019      1 comments

169.8 lbs fbsl 198 For those who do know, this is not a good change.... Read more
11/19/19
Tuesday, November 19, 2019      1 comments

Weight 168.8 up 8.8 lbs fasting blood sugar 151 up due to high stress and emotional pain. ... Read more

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