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Time for the blood draw
Wednesday, November 19, 2014      2 comments

Today is a day that I have been waiting for since the end of July. I have been through a plateau, beating myself up, sabotage, hard work, guilt, patience, eating wrong, eating right, sleeping bad, sleeping good, blood sugars up, blood sugar dow... Read more
I am going to keep this up
Tuesday, November 18, 2014      6 comments

Both numbers going down to much better numbers! I am doing my best to NOT sabotage myself! Sab... Read more
Doing good this week!
Tuesday, November 18, 2014      2 comments

Well my week is going pretty well for health and wellness. My weight continues to go down, my blood sugar is staying lower, and my blood pressure is right on track to where it is supposed to be. My blood draw is tomorrow morning. I am exc... Read more
Whoooo HOOOOO!
Monday, November 17, 2014      2 comments

I stepped on the scale this morning and it was 194.4!!!!!! AWESOME!!! Last Saturday I decided to reward my major goal being met with a new smart phone. It is my first ... Read more
Sigh
Saturday, November 15, 2014      3 comments

What a rough time I have been having. But I choose to leave that all behind me and tread forward towards my goals. And success is just around the corner! I weighed myself today and I am now 195.6! That is the lowest I have been in I don't kn... Read more
Success for me!
Friday, November 14, 2014      3 comments

My friends on here know I have been going through a tougher time than usual. With their help and some extra work on my own emotionally I am now able to say I have had 2 consecutive days of success. I figured out I was putting too much pres... Read more
Todays gift to myself
Thursday, November 13, 2014      3 comments

After being down for awhile and being lifted by my friends on here I have decided I need to make sure I give myself a gift each day. Why? Because I deserve happiness. And it helps motivate me. Today the gift I give myself is patience. I... Read more
frustrated
Wednesday, November 12, 2014      2 comments

I have come to the conclusion that my biggest issue is to sabotage myself when things are going right in my life. It is just an overwhelming urge to ruin anything around me before I get disappointed. I am really struggling with this badly righ... Read more
Organizing thoughts and getting life back in swing
Tuesday, November 11, 2014      0 comments

Ok today I choose to pull myself up and focus on life around me and be present in it. But first I want to write this down so I can look back on it one day. I told my mom at breakfast Sunday about my struggle with drugs in the past. I fo... Read more
Something bad turned into something good
Monday, November 10, 2014      2 comments

I read a SP blog just now and it sparked a memory for me. While sitting through the funeral service for my uncle it was brought up in the sermon that my uncle believed in and used the phrase "figure it out!". Now all of us as a family ... Read more
Made the best of my circumstances
Monday, November 10, 2014      1 comments

Well we are back from a whirl wind trip. 5 states in 24 hours I believe is a record for me. 14 hours down to my cousins, 6-7 hours to my parents and brother, 9 hours back to home. I had the idea of taking a slight side trip to my folks and br... Read more
Quick note
Friday, November 07, 2014      1 comments

Thank you to all who have stood by my side to support me during this time and always. Your words and spirit mean so much to me. It has kept me on track and made me feel understood. I am taking my tablet with me in hopes of being able to c... Read more
Dealing
Thursday, November 06, 2014      0 comments

I decided to do whatever I could do to try to get to my uncle's funeral this Saturday morning. It leaves me one day to plan, take care of my son's school needs, and have my husband take off work. It is a 14 hour drive there. I wont be a... Read more
understanding some things
Wednesday, November 05, 2014      1 comments

As we learn and deal with the death of my uncle I am dealing with my immediate family more than usual. I am realizing eating unhealthy is a coping mechanism for dealing with them. I love them and would do anything for them. I do realize... Read more
another update
Wednesday, November 05, 2014      1 comments

My uncle has passed. The police want to do an autopsy to rule out foul play. His mental struggle is done. May he have peace and happiness in heaven. ... Read more

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