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Sigh
Saturday, November 15, 2014      3 comments

What a rough time I have been having. But I choose to leave that all behind me and tread forward towards my goals. And success is just around the corner! I weighed myself today and I am now 195.6! That is the lowest I have been in I don't kn... Read more
Success for me!
Friday, November 14, 2014      3 comments

My friends on here know I have been going through a tougher time than usual. With their help and some extra work on my own emotionally I am now able to say I have had 2 consecutive days of success. I figured out I was putting too much pres... Read more
Todays gift to myself
Thursday, November 13, 2014      3 comments

After being down for awhile and being lifted by my friends on here I have decided I need to make sure I give myself a gift each day. Why? Because I deserve happiness. And it helps motivate me. Today the gift I give myself is patience. I... Read more
frustrated
Wednesday, November 12, 2014      2 comments

I have come to the conclusion that my biggest issue is to sabotage myself when things are going right in my life. It is just an overwhelming urge to ruin anything around me before I get disappointed. I am really struggling with this badly righ... Read more
Organizing thoughts and getting life back in swing
Tuesday, November 11, 2014      0 comments

Ok today I choose to pull myself up and focus on life around me and be present in it. But first I want to write this down so I can look back on it one day. I told my mom at breakfast Sunday about my struggle with drugs in the past. I fo... Read more
Something bad turned into something good
Monday, November 10, 2014      2 comments

I read a SP blog just now and it sparked a memory for me. While sitting through the funeral service for my uncle it was brought up in the sermon that my uncle believed in and used the phrase "figure it out!". Now all of us as a family ... Read more
Made the best of my circumstances
Monday, November 10, 2014      1 comments

Well we are back from a whirl wind trip. 5 states in 24 hours I believe is a record for me. 14 hours down to my cousins, 6-7 hours to my parents and brother, 9 hours back to home. I had the idea of taking a slight side trip to my folks and br... Read more
Quick note
Friday, November 07, 2014      1 comments

Thank you to all who have stood by my side to support me during this time and always. Your words and spirit mean so much to me. It has kept me on track and made me feel understood. I am taking my tablet with me in hopes of being able to c... Read more
Dealing
Thursday, November 06, 2014      0 comments

I decided to do whatever I could do to try to get to my uncle's funeral this Saturday morning. It leaves me one day to plan, take care of my son's school needs, and have my husband take off work. It is a 14 hour drive there. I wont be a... Read more
understanding some things
Wednesday, November 05, 2014      1 comments

As we learn and deal with the death of my uncle I am dealing with my immediate family more than usual. I am realizing eating unhealthy is a coping mechanism for dealing with them. I love them and would do anything for them. I do realize... Read more
another update
Wednesday, November 05, 2014      1 comments

My uncle has passed. The police want to do an autopsy to rule out foul play. His mental struggle is done. May he have peace and happiness in heaven. ... Read more
update....
Wednesday, November 05, 2014      3 comments

If you read my blogs you know my uncle was rushed to the hospital after being found in his apartment unresponsive. As of yesterday they removed life support. He has no brain function. May he be in peace. My heart is sad, my mind confused... Read more
In need of support..I need to stay strong.
Sunday, November 02, 2014      2 comments

I just got a call that my only uncle has been rushed to the hospital unconscious with his kidneys failing. He was found in his apartment with a head wound and unresponsive. They believe he was in there many days, maybe weeks or longer. They h... Read more
Got the pork~!
Sunday, November 02, 2014      0 comments

Well I survived the trip to the in laws. Someone did come that does dredge up drama but I ignored it. I sat through 7 hours of talk that makes me angry inside because opinions are forced down my throat. And I did not entertain a debate becaus... Read more
WE GOT SNOW!!!!!
Friday, October 31, 2014      2 comments

Now, many people hate the snow. It is heavy, cold, slippery, slushy and many other things that people could find annoying. NOT MEEEEE!!!!! I LOVE THE SNOW! And we got some. Not a lot! But some to play in. I kicked all the chores out... Read more

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