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I've had it all wrong. I've been trying to hate myself thin.
Wednesday, May 20, 2009      1 comments

So I gained 2 lbs last week. I know I didn't make the best food choices but I also didn't do horrible. I was still eating a lot healthier and around 600 calories less than before I started SP. Even though I didn't expect a loss, I certainly didn... Read more
Hungry, Hungry, Hippo
Friday, May 15, 2009      2 comments

Seriously sometimes it stinks to be a girl. I've been in a pissy mood all week and I've been super hungry. I finally realized that next week is my TOM so I'm PMSing. As we all know it's not fun. I just keep wanting to eat and eat and don't care ... Read more
How do you break up with someone you love so much?
Monday, May 11, 2009      6 comments

I've finally come to the conclusion that the relationship with my boyfriend is not going to work out. I love him so much but love isn't enough to make a relationship work. I thought it could be but it's not. We are in two completely different ... Read more
Dancing ice cream and talking cheeseburgers ???
Sunday, May 10, 2009      3 comments

Just a few months ago I never thought I could be where I am. 13lbs lighter and not binging on food to cope with my stress. I felt weak and tired both physically and mentally. I felt depressed and out of control. I looked in the mirror and saw a ... Read more
Break up Update
Wednesday, May 06, 2009      1 comments

Thanks everyone for all your support on my last blog where I talked about my break up. I just wanted to update everyone and let you know that my boyfriend and I did talk afterwards and decided that we were going to give it another chance. Althou... Read more
Breaking up IS hard to do.
Sunday, May 03, 2009      3 comments

I am such an emotional mess right now. My boyfriend and I broke up today after dating for almost 2 years. It sucks, it sucks so bad and it hurts. Even though I know in my mind that it's the right thing to do it still hurts. I think right now isn... Read more
A side of deep fried bacon please!
Thursday, April 30, 2009      3 comments

So this morning I woke up late for no other reason than I stayed up really late watching bad tv. I made a mad dash to my SUV as it was pouring and my umbrella was in my vehicle. Needless to say, my hair turned into a frizzy mess. As I was walkin... Read more
Me...Perfect? Oh, go on.
Friday, April 24, 2009      5 comments

So I had some blood work done a few weeks ago and went in to see my doctor for the results. She was very impressed with how much my cholesterol has improved. She told me it was near perfect. Wow, who knew what a big difference eating right and m... Read more
When life gives you mini hot dogs, ask for veggies instead.
Thursday, April 16, 2009      4 comments

On Tuesday afternoon at the last minute I was told that I was needed to help with training going on for our managers. I didn't mind since I really like doing training and I have fun doing it. I headed out to the conference center which is about ... Read more
Binge Monster
Wednesday, April 08, 2009      5 comments

Ugh, so the binge monster got me again on Monday. Thank goodness it was only for one meal and I felt so terrible physically and emotionally on Tuesday that I had to get back on track. I really would like to know what thin people do under stress ... Read more
Need Advice on Changing Mindset
Tuesday, March 31, 2009      4 comments

Geez, I was so crazy obsessive last week when the scale didn't seem to want to budge. I stared at the same weight for 5 days in a row and wanted to scream. Then a miracle happened, I stepped on the scale on Sunday, day 7 and I had a 2.2lb loss. ... Read more
Feeling down and discouraged
Thursday, March 26, 2009      4 comments

It's now officially week 3 of me being back on track. The first week I lost 2lbs and I was super happy. This week and last not so much. The scale refuses to cooperate. I really don't understand how I could go from eating around 3,000 calories mo... Read more
Ask & You Shall Receive
Wednesday, March 25, 2009      4 comments

So last night my roommate who also happens to be my best friend offered to make dinner for the both of us and her sister who was coming over. How sweet right? Well her offer caused me to become an insane ball of anxiety and stress. I spent way t... Read more
Are you smuggling a hippo under there?
Tuesday, March 24, 2009      3 comments

As a big girl I never wear tight clothes. It's just not what "we" do. I wear lose pants and tops that hide my lumps and humps. I buy clothes cut for someone who's a 2X that cove... Read more
Evil Scale & Thanks!
Monday, March 23, 2009      2 comments

I've been back and sparking for 2 weeks now. I've been counting my calories, drinking my water and moving a little bit more. I've been kicking my own butt and I feel proud. After the first week I got on the scale and it read a 2.2lb loss and I w... Read more

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