Where am i ?
Wednesday, February 18, 2009 3 comments
Well long time no chat to most of you. Let me now tell everyone i am officially down 107 lbs from original weight. It has not been easy in my world of chaios. but let me run down last year for you. i was doing wonderful in start of the year lost... Read more
Whats happening in my world
Thursday, June 19, 2008 5 comments
Well as most of you know I have gone thru with the divorce. I am pushing myself harder than ever to line up alot of things that are new and interesting. Let me start with the world according to sin. well I am currently in a working progr... Read more
the better person inside
Monday, April 07, 2008 3 comments
ok so i am trying to be a better person with this whole relationship falling apart and crumbling. i have not stopped him from seeing his child and have not recieved a damn dime since. he has not filed for divorce but not living here either. but ... Read more
sappy thoughts you been warned.
Friday, April 04, 2008 2 comments
i have loved you since the start of time and to the ends of my days we come and go and leave our footprints behind us we savor the fruits of our labors and torments of our own designs I have loved you as a friend, a lover and a husband M... Read more
the waiting game.
Friday, April 04, 2008 5 comments
So Tomorrow is the day i wont say it is not hard waiting for him to make a decision if he is leaveing me for his freedom or staying and trying to work on our family. All i know is he plans on seeing my brother the instigator in telling him life ... Read more
discovery of who you are.
Thursday, April 03, 2008 2 comments
I thought now would be a good time to actually write about me and who i am and have become.... I know i was born female but raised as a male. My dad thought i was a boy until he got off the ship 12 months after i was born so maybe that mak... Read more
the what if's?
Tuesday, April 01, 2008 3 comments
I have been thinking about how i can react to alot of the things going on in my personal life lately... i need to stop reacting and set a course and follow it thru. you may be thinking yup shes gone off the deep end this time... but hear me out ... Read more
next month planning phase part 1
Monday, March 31, 2008 3 comments
Well after all that has happened this past month, i am pretty sure my body has hit a weird stress level burning alot of calories its in the flight or fight mode. so i am just going to keep it going. My goal for this month is to lose another 10 l... Read more
1 ton people please read.
Wednesday, March 26, 2008 8 comments
ok all i have asked sherry and heather to step to the plate for me for a few days. Yesterday as i was doing my cleaning i was getting more and more chest pains.. i was rushed to the hospital and i had a angina attack provoked by stress.... i am ... Read more
what motivates me.
Monday, March 24, 2008 4 comments
I have heard that my last post is not really a healthy way of doing things... i say thank you for your opinion however i know me... i know that anger motivates me... i also know that i have lost nearly 10 pounds in 10 days and cant eat without t... Read more
small victory weight wise.
Friday, March 21, 2008 4 comments
ok so most of you know that i replaced the evil scale... and got thi new one that likes me more and more daily... or is that vice versa? well after my week i lost a total of 8.5 lbs from the last posted 260 to 251.5 yeahhhhhhhh my goal ... Read more
The simple I love you.
Friday, March 21, 2008 4 comments
well i know it has been a hell of a week for me and i am sure alot of you are tired of me prattling on about whats going on... so i thought this odd update would kinda let some of you know someone is hearing your prayers. This morning the hubby ... Read more
stress and the body.
Wednesday, March 19, 2008 2 comments
Ok well as most know i am going thru a rough few days. I have always raved about what a wonderful marriage i have however over the past few days it came to light that hubby was going thru depression or mid life crisis.... and wants out. Wel... Read more
why am i doing this?
Monday, March 17, 2008 1 comments
Today as i worked out i thought about everything going on in my life and why i am loseing the weight... I could just cop out and use the excuse i am doing it for me... but i know that would be a lie.... I honestly cant tell you why i need to los... Read more
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