MSILVER27's Blogs

Thursday, October 29, 2009      3 comments

I'm still getting slowly caught up with my messages and all the kind words everyone has sent me during my time at the cabin with no email. I want to grab onto all the positive words everyone had and read through them and wish I could make all ... Read more
Hello Again Everyone - Wanted to say THANK YOU ALL
Monday, October 26, 2009      7 comments

Just wanted to let everyone know that I am back and I did start to go through the last 3 months of messages and goodies and comments. I appreciate everyone asking how I was doing and hoping I was safe and letting me know they were thinking abou... Read more
An update before I go away and also - Happy 4th
Monday, June 29, 2009      4 comments

Just wanted to say I'm going to my parents lake house for the July 4th weekend. I'll be leaving tomorrow if everything goes okay with my therapy phone session otherwise I'll wait till Wednesday to leave. I'll probably be back on Sunday evening... Read more
Halfway through a week that I can't describe
Thursday, June 25, 2009      5 comments

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Depressed and Feel Rejected
Monday, June 22, 2009      7 comments

I received an email from my therapist who has been away on vacation. I haven't been doing well for several months and have been deeply depressed and suicidal. I have also had a lot of issues with her in the way she has treated me and in my wal... Read more
Tuesday, June 16, 2009      2 comments

I don't really know if I'm going to do this blog thing anymore. Everything that's going on in my life that is of importance is either going wrong or is negative. I mean what's the point when everyday is the same as the next. I have no friends... Read more
Friday, June 12, 2009      3 comments

I am ready to hit 4500 fitness minutes for this year 2009 and 7225 fitness minutes overall and I am 4 or 5 points away from a new Spark trophy that you get when you reach 5000 points. I have just passed my one year mark of being on Spark People... Read more
Don't Feel Any Improvement But.......
Friday, June 12, 2009      0 comments

This week wasn't a great week for me. My therapist is on vacation so that is difficult and she won't be back for another 2 weeks. I did see my psych doctor and that too didn't go to well because he really didn't have anything to offer througho... Read more
I Feel Like I Am Talking To Walls
Sunday, June 07, 2009      1 comments

emoticon I don't know what it is lately but the people in my life really don't fully understand what I've been thr... Read more
I Know What I'm Doing Is Messed Up But ........
Thursday, June 04, 2009      3 comments

emoticon This might trigger some people so don't read it if you're on edge about suicidal issues or upset by suicid... Read more
Track and Field Events Went Well
Monday, May 18, 2009      1 comments

Saturday was a good day for me to get out of the house and try to be active. I went to a Special Olympics event held in our region and participated in 3 events - the 400m run, the shot put, and the 200m run. THe first two I had done last year ... Read more
Race Tomorrow - Hoping to not get injured
Friday, May 15, 2009      3 comments

I have a Special Olympics track and field competition tomorrow. My first since injuring my back one year ago and being diagnosed with degenerative disc disease in my three lower lumbar, a disc bulge, and compression of nerves in my lower back. ... Read more
Could BE Triggering - Falling Apart
Wednesday, May 13, 2009      1 comments

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Nothing Has Changed....Efforts Seem Fruitless
Friday, May 08, 2009      2 comments

I don't have much to report since my last post. I am still very depressed and don't see much hope in my future. I am putting off dropping out of grad school for as long as I possibly can by avoiding the people dealing with my financial and cla... Read more
Losing Weight Because of Depression
Friday, May 01, 2009      2 comments

I am back from Myrtle Beach, actually Surfside beach which was south of all the fires. It was stressful. I was depressed and anxious and my flashbacks get bad around this time of year although I think they have just gotten worse in general. I... Read more

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