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Life Lessons
Wednesday, November 01, 2017      4 comments

I've had a pretty tough year this year, but I'm starting to learn some life lessons out of it. I'm in the middle of letting someone I love go... he isn't the right one for me, and its really hard for me not to text him right now... but over the ... Read more
Trying to turn my life around
Wednesday, November 01, 2017      2 comments

I've been spiraling into a depression this year. Between work, my relationship, drugs/alcohol, and my health, I've been on a steady decline. I'm a smart girl, but I haven't been making the smartest decisions lately. I'm learning a lot abou... Read more
Back to reality
Monday, August 28, 2017      1 comments

I took a short trip to see some family this past weekend as a getaway from some stresses in my life. It was much needed, I really needed to get away from this place and I had a great time. Now I am back, my problems are still here, and I can fee... Read more
I need to come back
Tuesday, August 22, 2017      4 comments

I've been meaning to come back to Spark for a while now, but life kinda took a turn on me... My marriage is on the verge of breaking apart... I have been eating horribly!... I am very lost in life right now... Been doing a lot of drinking ... Read more
Hit an all time low
Sunday, April 02, 2017      4 comments

I feel like I've hit a new all time low I've been in bed all weekend sick, my husband has been ignoring me all weekend. I am still trying to kick my addiction habits and my job is kicking my butt. I am so stressed out, I feel so alone and I ju... Read more
Understanding myself
Saturday, February 04, 2017      1 comments

So glad the weekend is FINALLY here!!!! Its been a crazy long emotional week I've been so anxious this week, yesterday was really bad. I had anxiety the entire day. I've been doing a lot of self reflection and thinking about my addiction a... Read more
Breaking an addiction
Friday, January 27, 2017      6 comments

I have been opening up about addiction here on SP and my real life. This year one of my goals is to cut my addiction to weed. Its been 3 years and I really need to stop and move on with my life. I keep getting caught up in the cycle, but it has ... Read more
Self Sabotage
Monday, January 09, 2017      4 comments

Well, week 1 went well, then I did some self reflection and fell apart the last couple days. Self sabotaged, totally overate and made bad decisions and didn't care. This week is gonna be blah, already looking forward to the weekend ... Read more
First week
Friday, January 06, 2017      1 comments

I have been on here consistently a week now. I've been doing the 21 day challenge for new Spark members and watching what I eat and drink. I've been drinking A LOT more water, and my food intake has been decent. I've actually been eating more fr... Read more
So this is how the new year starts...
Wednesday, January 04, 2017      3 comments

I'm already annoyed. Ive been back at work for two days and I'm already stressed, I've been so busy I can't remember if I ate today, i'm already thinking about what I have to do for tomorrow. Its 10:30 and I have to be up at 4 to get ready for w... Read more
Need to get started
Tuesday, January 03, 2017      3 comments

I really need to do something about my weight... I'm lost on how to get started, but i'm hoping this site and community will help me get on my feet. I got some advice on a message board and this week I will be focusing on getting enough water in... Read more
Hello 2017, lets do this!
Sunday, January 01, 2017      2 comments

Happy New Year Everyone! I have been on and off SP for a couple years now, I am hoping to be more consistent and keep up with my healthy habits this year. I looked over my Spark page and wanted a fresh new start for this year. I need to get ba... Read more